The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.
I can’t escape the feeling I am a teenager and it’s 2009-13 now. Feels like life was better back tothose days: music was better, TV was better, fashion was better (we all remember preppy, don’t we?). Sometimes I listen to the Pussicat Dolls, or Nickelback, or Lady Gaga just to feel that moment way before the COVID-2019 sh*t. Or I watch "Pretty Little Liars" or "glee" like it’s going to make me younger to get it right. The more I dive the worse I feel. It’s hard not to even if I have life now: I have a job, hobbies, a nice flat, – I’ve grown up, it’s time to stop digging into the past that is NEVER coming back, and there’s nothing sad about it.
Viewy, никогда я себя не чувствовала настолько БЕСПОЛЕЗНОЙ. Это самое верное слово, которые несколько дней крутится в голове и задает вопрос: "почему, зачем?". Не находя ответ, я не могу просыпаться по утрам, мне тошно от этих стен, от этого города, не хватает сил кого-то выслушивать или с кем-то видеться, все же уже пройдено — чувствую себя ненужной, потерянной. И ощущение никчемности, отсутствия ответственности, отсутствия важных дел. Куда идти? С закрытием любимой пекарни и истечением срока абонемента идти некуда. И невыносимо грустно. Пару дней я правда сидела дома между книжек, мне вроде нравился дождь и холодная погода, может я пыталась себя чем-то спасти — любимыми передачами, музыкой, едой… но все как-то незачем. Остановилась в подаче резюме, так как совсем нет ответов, решила, что может где-то ошибаюсь, на каком этапе стоит пересмотреть свое отношение, роль? И нет сил вообще.
Из-за одной книги "Вверх". про карьеру, я подумала, что надо чуть почитать не про построение карьеры, а про пребывание в состоянии без карьеры, так как скоро год и не думать об этом состоянии и думать, что ничего в дальнейшем не получится, пришли на ступень "разрушать себя". Не знаю, как и где лучше читать статьи на эту тему. Хочу правда золотой сборник статей по разным темам — психологии, экономике, культуре, развитию, политологии и другим вещам. Глубина. Не хватает глубины и chellenge.
Основные моменты в научно-популярной заметке, что происходит с эмоциональным состоянием безработного человека:
— “Income losses might forcethe unemployed to reduce their living standards drastically which, of course, could influence both the physical and mental health ofunemployed workers” (Björklund, 1985, p.471).
— “Those who are economically insecure, employed or unemployed, have a lowermorale” (Eisenberg and Lazarsfeld, 1938, p.361).
—Becoming unemployed can result in a drop in status amongfriends and family, and in the community at large. This can leadto a loss of self-esteem (Björklund, 1985).
— "a feeling that lifeis not under one’s control” (Darity and Goldsmith, 1996, p.123).
— The loss of a job typically means a loss of contact with workcolleagues and a shrinking of social networks. That loss ofengagement and “social capital” can bring about a decline inpersonal well-being (Helliwell and Putnam, 2004).
Прошли все.
*старые заметки — 17.11.2019
Уже 4 утра/ночи- бьет небольшая дрожь. Оказывается, у нас действительно в жизни наступает в жизни момент не то, что тебе нейтрально до этого человека, но ты даже не помнишь, что, почему. Оживляя старые-престарые воспоминания, (сложно восстановить по кусочкам всю картину), но я вдруг помню, как в новый год целую с тобой. 9 класс и первый курс, и, господи, реально большой промежуток, но когда надоело валять дурака, просто прижимаешься, просто не отходишь от того человека, которого любишь. Отлично, что нет ограничений на написание и изложение своих мыслей. И реально было очень много ситуаций и такие, и такие, и тут с подругой разошлись из-за этого, и тут параллельно шло, и тут не без внимания, и тут позвать замуж внезапно, и другие люди, встречи. Как можно сказать, что в жизни не случается неожиданных событий?
Скину самое близкое
Patric Swayzy- She is like the wind
Roby Williams — Feeling
Моя находчивость и умение связывать между собой события, восстанавливать цепочку переориентировалась на повседневную жизнь, и супер направилась на окружающих людей, а не один предмет обожания.
Не задаю себе вопросы о чувствах, стараюсь не задавать — лишь раскладываю по полкам понимание, и еще раз понимание, разгребаю обиды, да, боль, скуку, смирение, скидку и взвешивание сил на уйти, но почему-то уходить сейчас не хочу. Почему? Не знаю, как договоренность и что-то более сильное и крепкое.
иногда нужен кто-то другой, что бы понять, что вокруг много интересного
Твои слова звучат, как ложь,
А искренность, как рука, в которой нож.
Four to the floor
Was the answer
Me on my knees
Like a dancer
Heartbreaker, you match me
You see the minds on the air
Call him mister vain
Fever, catch me
Four to the floor
In the state of the art
Our feet come down in pattern
And do you feel the rage?
I’m so glad you came
Oh, feelings are natural
When you’re flying low over cities of love
Over cities of dreams, yeah
When you’re watching the waves in country towns
That are amazing
When you get in the vibe
When you’re moving inside
When you know what I mean, yeah
When you getting the vibe
When you’re moving inside
And, oh, let it go
What you know
What they say
Fall in love with the world over again
Eating alone and in tribes tastes amazing
Eating alone, watch it grow
Ты начинаешь думать о том, что хочешь ребенка. Разве ты сама еще не ребенок?
А потом приходишь домой и думаешь: "а смогу ли я сделать так?". Ответ очевиден. Тут либо твоя жизнь, либо его. Но если его, то твоя получается бессмысленной. Так вот. В чем тогда суть? В выученном неэгоизме?
I be feeling the same
In the club, in the rave
Everyday, everyday
You be testing my sane
(In time)
You’ve got a goddamn nerve
Everyday, everyday
You be testing my sane
The way you dismiss me
Will turn into missing me like I am yours
In time
The locks that you’re turning will break
And you’ll let me discover you more
And then
I won’t be lonely
And you won’t be silent
Удивляет — нет, всегда удивляла — потребность многих письменно поквитаться с обидчиком. И это не вопрос про вынос сора из избы. Это вопрос об ответах на никогда не заданные вопросы, это достижения вопреки и «моральные уроки», вынесенные на всеобщее обозрение. Если тебя обидели, не подавай вида. Познакомь врагов с железобетонной стеной холодной улыбки. Угости их равнодушием, безразличием, отсутствием хоть какого-то малейшего влияния на твою жизнь. Забудь о них и живи. Сначала уничтожь, а потом живи.
И никогда не вспоминай.
Lord, it’s a feeling
It comes to find you
Lord, it’s a feeling
That I felt
Анна около двух недель назад: please tell me if you’ll start feeling different about me
я, понимая, что дифферент по отношению к ней я себя никогда не почувствую: окей.
Анна сегодня: "you are…..incomprehensibly perfect to me"
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забыла, как быстро и внезапно для самих себя люди влюбляются в меня, если мне этого хочется.
It was never supposed to become a tradition or anything of the kind, really. It was just Wei Ying, just the first snow, the giddy feeling of it landing on your coat and open palms, melting instantly. But it did. Now, it’s him, the first snow, and the river bank. And the stranger.
Wei Ying has taken to coming to the river to watch the snow land and stifle the city that he has made his home. His, and A-Yuan’s, who is at home now, undeniably plastered to the window of his bedroom with their cat, watching the snow in the headlights of the passing cars. It’s Sunday, the day tellingly gloomy and lead-coloured. Wei Ying’s head knew about the upcoming snow before any forecast did, which still failed. It predicted snow for tomorrow, but it’s happening today already. A-Yuan thought it was ash from the bonfires at first.
Wei Ying is restless against the fencing, the carton tray he brought along is at his knees, resting on the fencing’s platform. It’s nearing five, he can’t feel his hands and nose, but Wei Ying tells himself that he’ll come. If he doesn’t – well. Maybe next year.
He busies himself with watching the snowflakes, or rather graupel, disappear once it reaches the surface. Water to water, stark white into the welcoming darkness of the same kin. It fits the city. It fits Wei Ying. Sometimes he envies the snowflakes. Sometimes he’s the river.
Despite it being the weekend, there’s no one around, because the wind is unforgiving and slashing. The nature invites to join its slumber, and Wei Ying almost did, with A-Yuan and Ghost tucked in on both sides. But he has a plan, a wish, a need to quench. Perhaps the snow will help.
Wei Ying nervously glances at his watch – it’s ten past five, tsks, turns his head and – the stranger is here, watching the snow exactly how Wei Ying’s been for the past hour. He doesn’t fidget – he never does, according to Wei Ying’s scanty data collected over three years. Wei Ying gulps, hands clenching into fists. His palms are clammy and ice-cold, but it doesn’t matter. He won’t disturb the stranger with them, he just wants to say hi.
The man is standing two spans down, the flaps of his grey coat hitting his legs. Wei Ying draws a breath. He wills his hands to cooperate, picks up the tray, and strides up to the stranger. Wei Ying is never shy about meeting new people, approaching them. With this man, it’s different. Wei Ying doesn’t know why, and it makes him quietly unsettled. Perhaps it will end today.
The man doesn’t turn as Wei Ying comes up to his side, and Wei Ying gives himself three hysterical seconds to realise that the man is gorgeous, even just one side of his face, taller than him, and completely expressionless. Still, he looks stern. Cold, like the river.
“Hi, ” Wei Ying manages, and coughs once to clear his stupid throat. “Hi, ” he repeats, brighter. The man turns to him slightly, still expressionless, which is fine, Wei Ying can work with that.
“I, uh, see you here watching the first snow every year, three years, actually. Me too.” Wei Ying’s heart leaps into his throat as the man turns to him with his whole body. Heavens, how can someone be so beautiful. If he fails, Wei Ying can’t even fling himself into the river from embarrassment.
“I am aware, ” the man says, and Wei Ying’s brain screeches to a halt.
“Oh, ” Wei Ying blurts out, and at least his cheeks start thawing from the blush. So the man has been watching him too.
“I’m Wei Ying, not a creep. I just wanted to say hi! And, ” Wei Ying points down with his chin. “I have coffee. And tea! I didn’t know what you like. I got both.”
The man inclines his head, gaze dropping to eye the tray. Wei Ying swears his brows twitch. Is that how he frowns?
“It’s freezing today, so I thought, ” Wei Ying cuts himself off. He didn’t really think that much, he just barreled into the coffee shop and ordered. “There’s a black coffee, a green tea, fruity, also black, and a cappuccino. Deflated, but, ” he shrugs, the warming talismans flapping on the wind. “If you’d like something else, I can get it! Just say the word, it’s not that far away. I just wanted to, ” Wei Ying parrots, desperate.
The man looks up at him, then down at the tray, then at him again. Wei Ying can’t feel his fingers, but he must be maiming the carton.
“Green tea, please, ” the man says, and Wei Ying breaks into a ready grin.
“Sure! I have sugar packets, in case you need them.”
Now, Wei Ying hasn’t thought of the logistics that well, so sue him.
“Ah, can you?” he says, and the man readily takes the tray from him. He’s wearing gloves, Wei Ying feels. “Thank you! Sorry, I can’t do it one-handed, I’d just spill everything.”
“Mn.”
Wei Ying blushes violently. He tears the talismans from two cups, snatches the green tea one out of its nest, the cappuccino for himself, and ta-das victoriously. “Sugar?"
The man shakes his head. "Thank you."
Wei Ying smiles at him. Something in him unspools. The snow helps.
Wei Ying takes the tray back, hands the cup to the stranger, and lets the warmth from his cappuccino seep into his skin. He watches the snowflakes land on the man’s coat, on his dark hair, on his nose and lashes, melting. Wei Ying looks away, aware of his indecent staring.
He puts the tray on the platform – A-Yuan will enjoy the tea – and turns to the river. The ripples are soothing, nudged by the wind. The snow is growing stronger, the day darker, his trainers slippery on the wet pavement.
They keep silent, and Wei Ying is okay with that. More than just okay, if he’s being honest.
“Your hands are cold, ” he hears amidst the whirlpool of his thoughts. He turns around.
“Huh?”
The stranger is done with tea, it seems, and he watches Wei Ying’s blisteringly red hands. “Your hands. You are cold.”
Wei Ying shrugs. “It’s fine.”
The man inserts his cup into the tray and takes his gloves off, which –
“No, it’s fine, no need! I never carry gloves, and A-Yuan always scolds me for it, but even if I do, I always forget to wear them, or I lose them, so I never even carry gloves."
The man takes Wei Ying’s cup next.
“You can lose them, ” he says, taking Wei Ying by the wrist and shoving his hand into the glove. It’s fuzzy on the inside and treacherously warm. Wei Ying’s stomach lurches from the touch of fingers on his skin.
“Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
It’s first snow again, late this year – it’s December already. It’s Wednesday, past Lan Zhan’s bedtime, but it’s snowing, so he made amendments. Wei Ying unscrews a thermos with tea, while Lan Zhan holds out two cups. The tea steams in the cold. Wei Ying is wearing Lan Zhan’s gloves, ultimately too big for him, but he refuses to wear another pair. Any of the three pairs Lan Zhan had bought him.
“You should have worn a hat, ” Lan Zhan says, ever the worrywart. “Your hair will get wet.”
"If i get sick, you’ll kiss it away."
Lan Zhan hums his assent, and takes the thermos from Wei Ying.
The river is already hidden under a thin layer of ice, almost translucent. The snow is soft and slow, like an early morning kiss.
Lan Zhan hugs him from the back, warm, familiar. The river bank is empty, people getting warm elsewhere, on the night of the first snow.
Wei Ying is shivering in the embrace, overwhelmed and grateful. More snowflakes in the tea, on his gloved hands, on Lan Zhan’s hair.
Wei Ying watches the river. He doesn’t feel like it anymore.
Нужно высказать так много. Прямо сейчас осенила гениальная мысль: моим психологом был этот блог, всегда. До него — толстые тетради в линейку, закрашенные, обклеенные, залатанные билетами из кино, цветами и бог знает чем еще.
Я знаю, я давно уже не выплываю. Я знаю. Эти пустые тетради подступают, смешивают воду, в которой я по горло, с клеем и запахом глянца. Я не выплываю. Could she run forever?
Обещала себе попробовать психолога. Нашла её. И сижу, молчу, трачу деньги на кофе.
The feeling of the rug on her body
The hum from the speakers
She learns how to lie
Her father’s voice
Her mother’s heartbeat
The orange color inside her eyelids
The sunlight on her skin
Dust swirls in strange light
The feeling of the rug on her body
The hum from the speakers
She learns how to lie
She learns how to lie
She learns how to lie
She learns
The feeling of anger
The end of her street
Time in buildings
Time in cars
Could she run forever?
Could she run forever?
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Is it how love dies? On a dull Monday during a mild quarrel over the same things? Sad. I feel like I’m 15 again and heartbroken, frozen, numb. I don’t wanna see them, I don’t wanna come to them, I don’t wanna share feelings and thoughts with them (though to it anyway just for the sake of a long-lasting habit). I want to be alone. I want to read books, work with people without getting to know each other, just be off alone. It’s saddening me so much. Why did it come to this? What have I done wrong? Why?
Fair trials, they don’t exist, my friend
Only a circus in my mind
Judgement’s gone and there’s no love again
But it’s my way ’till the end of time
Where do we go?
And I’m leaning towards
Losing my mind, and I’m feeling no more
“Are you happy?”
“In all honesty? No. But I am curious - I am curious in my sadness, and I am curious in my joy. I am everseeking, everfeeling. I am in awe of the beautiful moments life gives us, and I am in awe of the difficult ones. I am transfixed by grief, by growth. It is all so stunning, so rich, and I will never convince myself that I cannot be somber, cannot be hurt, cannot be overjoyed. I want to feel it all - I don’t want to cover it up or numb it. So no, I am not happy. I am open, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
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Hello everyone! Actually, I don’t even think that someone reads my posts and really interested in me and my life. But it is the best way how to express all my feelings and thoughts now. So, what has happened. We were writing test at the lesson of History on Tuesday. I was preparing for the whole evening and night and was sure that I’ll write it successfully! The next day, when I wrote this test I was on the cloud nine! I thought, that I’ll get high mark. BUUT! The next day she came and told that we don’t understand the material and don’t even learn history. I was shocked, when she read my work. She didn’t mention whose test was it, but I understood, that it was mine. She made an angry face and read my sentences. As a result, I undestood that she wanted to say about my level of understanding history in general. I was disappointed and upset too, because she had never done smth like this before. I am sure, that there’s some pupils in our class, who don’t even try to understand it, but why she didn’t read there works? Hmm…
i am so tired of this world and studying mostly…
Ты - это для красоты. Для загадочных книг и фильмов; для клипов, где рушатся супермакреты, танцуют в водах и долго едут на машине; для лукавых улыбок выходов в свет, для глянцевых интервью, для картинок и даже, возможно, автографов. Ты - это все прекрасное, необычное, счастливое, что собиралось веками, хранилось в монастырях и музеях, и там же было разоблачено в 60-е. Ты - это и ум, и свет, и стиль, и колкий юмор, и бог знает что еще в голове твоей светловолосой. Ты - это нечто, оторванное от реальности, которому подобное позволено; ты - булгаковская маргарита, которая не просит; ты - это миллион разномастных кусочков, готовых взорваться в любую секунду. И все это очень замечательно, только приложить всю эту красоту абсолютно некуда. Потому что нет такой профессии - себя в этой жизни любить.
Pull the blindfold down
So your eyes can't see
Now run as fast as you can
Through this field of trees
Say goodbye to everyone you have ever known
You are not gonna see them ever again
I can't shake this feeling I've got
My dirty hands
Have I been in the wars?
I've got one friend
Laying across from me
I did not choose him
He did not choose me
We have no chance
Of recovering
Laying in hospitals
Joy and misery
Joy and misery
Joy and misery
Put out the fire boys
Don't stop, don't stop
Put out the fire on us
Put out the fire boys
Don't stop, don't stop
Put out the fire on us
Bring your buckets by the dozen
Bring your nieces and your cousins
Oh, put out the fire on us
Bring your buckets by the dozen
Bring your nieces and your cousins
Oh, put out the fire on us
Hi, everyone.
Actually, I am not in such a good mood as during my winter holidays.
I had an Olympiad this weekends and as a result I am so tired and exhausted.
I have no desire to study and work hard. I can’t even understand, why I am doing it, because it only takes a lot of time and seemed to me boring and useless. I am talking about such subjects as Biology Chemistry or Physics, for example. All teachers are trying to give us more and more homework, that only make us robots. We don’t have enough free time and thoughts about freedom or happiness.
So, this is all my feelings now. I believe, that I will overcome these hardships and my life will be full of bright moments!
I wish 2019 is the year when you start putting yourself first. It may be the time when you let go of toxic people and find people who treat you well. Don`t be afraid telling people "No" or doing something you don`t want to do just to please someone.
I wish 2019 is the year when you find yourself. I hope you find something you are really interested in, something, which makes you passionate. It may be anything, a new hobby or a pleasant job.
I wish 2019 is the year when you finally realise you don`t need anyone to complete you. You are whole yourself and it is sometimes okay to be alone.
I wish 2019 is the year when you start loving yourself and stop doing yourself any harm. It is okay not to be perfect. Everyone makes mistakes and nothing actually matters until it`s important for you.
I wish 2019 is the year when you are in harmony with your body, your thoughts and feelings. Everyone deserves to be happy and so do you. Happy New Year!
Feeling so broken..it’s the first time I’ve been dumped. God, please, i want them to be true with me, i want sincerity and honesty. I want warmth and hugs. I want to belong to a good someone. I want love. Please!
If you were to meet Dick and Nicole Diver at a party, a restaurant, or on the beach, you would leave them feeling as if you had been in the presence of greatness. They are both witty, charming, gorgeous, majestic, sexy, and in command of whatever situation they find themselves in. They are the sun and moon merged together, and no one shines brighter in the daylight or in the moonlight. They are what many aspire to be, but few will ever achieve, the suave assurance of the Diver couple.
Post Malone-Candy Paint
Drake-U With Me?
Hippie Sabotage-Running Miles
G-Eazy-Tumblr Girls
Drake-In My Feelings
Честно говоря, я думаю, это какая-то болезнь. Слушать и слушать и слушать одно и то же, пока тексты не полезут из ушей, а лирика не начнет снится в диалогах. Возможно, это психическое расстройство - нечто вроде преследования жертвы, изучения ее привычек и повадок, только аудиовизуально, и, увы, бессмысленно. Нет, я конечно могу много чего вообразить, чего не надо бы, но что толку? Гортензии смотрят на меня грустными лиловыми глазами и почти не пахнут, рыжий кот свернулся в клубок, как маленький, на крыше, а кошечка ушла. Я сижу на иголках и этой своей любимой группе, изучая собственные желания и степень разочарования в жизни. Я боюсь и жду завтра, я жду пятницу, жду, когда высохнет платье, которое лучше бы не стирать, жду, когда я смогу наконец отдохнуть, когда я осмелею или разберусь в себе, когда пройдет это суморочное время, я жду и жду и жду…
Make revision to a dream while you wait in the van
Hey wait
Great smile
Sensive to the faith, not denial
But hey, who's on trial?
It took a life span with no cellmate,
The long way back
We speaks about the travel
Yeah, we think about the land
We smart like all people
Feeling real tan
I can take you places
Do you need a new man?
Wipe the pollen off the faces
Make revision to a dream while you wait in the van
The NDIS is one of the forms of reform or help. With the support of NDIS, handicapped children, grownups, adults may all work as their own aspirations in life. Exactly like NDIS, a number of different organizations are focusing on providing a much better life for those who have disabilities including kids, adults and elder citizens. However, as a normal people, do we handle handicapped individuals appropriately in our everyday life? It's somehow a harsh fact that discrimination does not exist within our society. That happens because we do not know. There are few items NDIS provider kids with handicap expect from this planet, for example:
Acceptance
All handicapped people from kids to mature has got the fear of confronting people. As in the modern world, human beings have been projected as ideal physically, there's absolutely no space for individuals with physical deformity. We are all inclined to deal with physically challenge individuals with empathy. The very last thing a handicapped individual would anticipate is somebody feeling shame for them. Showing sympathy is the function as the most debilitating and debilitating way to take care of a disabled individual. Rather than feeling sorry for them, we have to take them for. Make them feel necessary and we have to make them understand that their disability is not something to become worried or embarrassed.
Respect
We ought to honor and treat fairly. Though they give particular hospitality because of their nature, they nevertheless have to be treated just like any other individual. As an example, if you're speaking to somebody with hearing handicap, avoid crying at them while speaking, rather talk lightly and let them watch your face. Learn how to respect their private space. By way of instance, do not push an individual's wheelchair without their consent, they may not want to help you at the moment. Aside from that, always include them in discussions, do not neglect their remarks. Simply since they are disabled, that does not mean that they do not anything to say.
Service
Whether it's psychological or physical support is the one which each disabled person would anticipate. We have to give them inspiration to try in their lifetime. Do not body pity, condemn, bully, tease or offer. Empty guides about the might have and should have. It's not necessary to always help if you find a physically challenging person. A world of encouragement. Do not hurt their feelings and ruin their self-respect to boost their own confident. Do not hurt their feelings and ruin their self-respect by not supplying them moral NDIS provider offers support.
Disability is not a curse, it's the gift given by god. It's extremely easy to judge an individual by using their handicap, but it's difficult to live their lifetime. Do not clip their wings due to their handicap, rather have them fly outside their limits.
How to master the scale of love is troubling, too cold is iceberg, too hot is volcano. As a tender and shy Asian woman, something you have to learn when you gonna to acquire a Western man's heart.
The following 5 suggestions are for reference only:
1、Never say too much i love you. Casro has an insight: a woman should never let a man know that she loves him, or he will be arrogant about it.
2、Call him only once a day. Hang up before he did not want to cut the phone. Maintain a sense of mystery because no man likes a woman who babbles.
3、Keep an ordinary heart. Very few people love only once in their lives, and in nine cases out of ten, love ends with a breakup.Be yourself then not only youself and him will be easy in daily life.
4、To indulge too much becomes cowardice. No one owes anyone, and he is blessed to love him. In love, both are the main characters, to have their own opinions, everyone should know the appropriate of rejection.
5、Never get involved in financials. Money is a sensitive topic, love men and women involved in the real interests of the case is not rare. Emotional to feelings, money to money, or should be clear, so as not to lose the wife and fold.
Finally, respect is an art which everyone should learn in life.
1. When was the last time I told myself “I love you”?
2. Am I a better person today, than I was yesterday?
3. Are my actions guided by love, or by fear?
4. Am I a good example for those around me?
5. Is the life that I am living the life I want to be living?
6. What would I do with my life if I knew there were no limits?
7. Do the people I surround myself with add any value to my life
8. Am I a Human Being or a human Doing?
9. Am I following the crowd or am I listening to my own heart and intuition?
10. What would I do differently if I knew nobody would judge me?
11. Do I treat myself with the love and respect I truly deserve?
12. Why am I so uncomfortable with talking to people I don’t know?
13. What is one thing I could start doing today to improve the quality of my life?
14. When was the last time I told myself “I am enough“?
15. When was the last time I heard the words “I love you”?
16. When was the last time I did something nice for myself?
17. When was the last time I learned something new?
18. When was the last time I did something fun?
19. Am I a happy person?
20. Am I a source of inspiration for my friends and family?
21. Who inspires me the most in this world?
22. If I were to give one piece of advice to a newborn child, what would it be?
23. Am I holding onto something I need to let go of?
24. Is there someone who has hurt or angered me that I need to forgive?
25. What can I do today to live a better life tomorrow?
26. When was the last time I read a book that had a major influence on me?
27. When was the last time I said “I love you” to someone?
28. When was the last time I made a new friend?
29. Does my presence add value to those around me?
30. Am I a pleasant person to be around?
31. What parts of my life don’t reflect who I am?
32. What has my heart and intuition been telling me that I might be ignoring?
33. Am I on the right path?
34. Where am I not being honest with myself and why?
35. Who is that one person I can talk to about just anything?
36. Am I comfortable with being uncomfortable?
37. Do I enjoy my own company?
38. Can I be alone without feeling lonely?
39. What is one thing I love the most about myself?
40. Do I take things personally?
41. What makes me happy?
42. What do I think about when I’m alone?
43. What am I most passionate about?
44. Where will I go after I die and what’s going to happen to me?
45. Who are the people that believe in me?
46. What do I want to be remembered for?
47. If I were to die tomorrow, would any of this matter?
48. If I could live anywhere in the world, where would I live?
49. Do I love myself as much as I expect others to love me?
50. What am I most thankful for?
Are you planning your first spa treatment? No worries! Here is your guide that you can sit back and enjoy your day.your guide that will take you through the process.
Many of us have a gift card lying around for a Day Spa Paddington Sydney but we are not concerned about the whole process. The spa day at Paddington Sydney is for you to relax and enjoy and not to add stress to your day. First of all, it is absolutely ok to feel a little anxious. Anything new always brings in a feeling of anxiety. Once you are aware of what is to be expected, you should be encouraged to enjoy and relax at the spa. Maybe the following reads will help you with that.we're anxious about the whole process. The spa day at Paddington Sydney is for you to relax and enjoy. First of all, it is absolutely ok to feel a little anxious. Anything new always brings in a feeling of anxiety. Once you are aware of what is to be expected, you should be encouraged to enjoy and relax at the spa. Maybe the following reads will help you with that.
What to do when you arrive?
If you are looking for a spa and have not made the appointment. The day spa Paddington Sydney always takes extra efforts to ensure that their clients are comfortable. Hence they would be more than happy.extra efforts to ensure that their clients are comfortable. Hence they would be more than happy.
While you are at it, you could also ask for the details of the treatments. This information should help you in deciding what you would like to get done on your day of spa Paddington Sydney.also ask for the details of the treatments they offer and what are the prices ranges for them. This information should help you in deciding what you would like to get done on your day of spa Paddington Sydney.
Make sure that you let them know about your gift card. You must ask all the questions you need.
Appointed day
Paddington Sydney. Paddington Sydney. You might be asked to fill in with your personal information and some health concerns. If you have any questions or concerns about the content, you can ask the staff and they will help you with the form. You must confirm the services you are booked for and also find out about the duration of the treatment. Please keep in mind that you are here for a day of relaxation. Hence, the time should not be on your mind.
During the treatment
You will be given a specialist for the spa treatments. They might ask you some general questions about your skin or any allergies that you might have. You must talk to them frankly and share any concerns. Only then will they proceed with the process. If you are not sure or sure.will they
If you are booked for and do not know, they will not be comfortable with the process.knowthey will make amends to it.
We hope that the above information was helpful and that you have a great day at the spa. You are sure to come out fresh and rejuvenated to the core.
So I let the tears come out, and after that it feels like I let go a bit more of what has left of you in me.
In the heart of Vietnamese Eastwood culture is their food. Therefore, if you seek to explore anew culture, try the Vietnamese Eastwood variety of foodstuffs that will not only give you the taste and satisfaction you need but also experience their tradition most amazingly. It is worth to know that Asiatic Eastwood meal is a favorite cuisine to many as it encompasses a mixture of Great taste and flavor. Despite the availability of the authentic Mandarin Eastwood cuisine, there is the unique diet you should not miss in case you love to enjoy new exploration. The meals listed below are commonly found in any restaurant in your local area and therefore whether you are on vacation or holidaying, you should not miss them.
- Is there an Annam Eastwood meal that can be served without a pho? The pho has become a staple food for the Vietnamese people such that no Vietnamese cuisine can start without it. Itconsists of fresh rice noodles mixed with a salty broth to give it the tasty feeling you seek. Additionally, to make it a full mix, the meal should contain chicken or beef well-cooked for the occasion. Finally, the cook adds herbs to the entire dinnerto have a complete pho. The meal has established its status as the favorite to the Annamelle Eastwood people and also the whole world and therefore you would not miss it in the local and classy restaurants. The meat is served with other sub-dishes such as a chicken wing or beef tenderloin.
- Broken rice is the favorite of many people especially those that do love taking light meals in the morning. The com tamis best served with marinated pork chops which have undergone proper grilling. Additionally, shredded pork might be added to the broken rice to produce the desired mixture. A good cook may also opt to put customary ingredients that include sliced cucumber and vegetables, steamed pork, fried eggs and grilled prawns. If the broken rice is dry, you might consider having a side bowl full of fish sauces to supplement it. Try this Vietnamese Eastwood Chinese food from qingskitchen, and you will have the experience and memories you will never forget.
- BahnXeoisa cake that produces a lot of noise during cooking and therefore nickname sizzling Cake. They are not only giant savory that contains crepe expanded and protruding with pork, shrimp, and The BahnXeo also includes the garnish of fresh vegetables and herbs that characterize major authentic Vietnamese Eastwood meals. The meals are servedindifferent sizes, and thus, if you enjoy like a local, you must reduce it the manageable size. When you are done with cutting it into the slices, you can handle, roll it up in lettuce leaves and then put it in the sauce that the experienced chef prepared for you.
Summary
The Vietnamese Eastwood local eateries have mastered the skill of preparing a variety of nutritious food that has its roots from Vietnam. Hence, to experience the culture of the Vietnamese Eastwood, you should find it from the food served in their local restaurants.
Criminal defense lawyers sometimes get a not-so-flattering portrayal because people assume that they defend guilty folks. However, if you are a suspect in a criminal proceeding in Sydney, you need the assistance of an experienced criminal lawyer, regardless of your guilt or innocence. Acting as the defense advocate of the accused, criminal attorneys play a crucial part in Australia’s criminal justice system to realize that everyone charged with a criminal offense has the opportunity to protect themselves.
Defense Attorneys Secure the Rights of the Accused
Above all, a legal defense lawyer's job is to look after the rights of the accused. Looking after your legal rights under the Bill of Rights was instituted in Australia’s Constitution, criminal defense lawyers are compelled by law to assist their clients by guaranteeing that you are treated fairly by Sydney’s criminal justice process. Specifically, your criminal defense attorney's job is to see that you are permitted:
—The right to stay silent;
—The right to be presumed innocent until proven guilty "beyond a reasonable doubt";
—The right to a trial by a jury of your peers;
—The best way to be free from unreasonable searches and seizures;
—The right to legal defense
These rights are guaranteed by Australia’s Constitution and are applicable to most states. Hence, a legal defense lawyer is expected to provide suspects with protection against the overreach of the AU government in meeting out punishment for any individual accused of a criminal offense. If a criminal defense lawyer is not going to render realistic efforts to watch over your rights or provide effective support, he/she risks ending his/her license to practice law or other penalties.
Criminal Lawyers Defend the Innocent
The second main role of a legal defense attorney will be always to safeguard the innocent. We view each day about overturned criminal cases where new evidence verifies the incarceration of an innocent person that has served time as a result of an incorrect guilty verdict. Even though, most clients of criminal defense lawyers are quite discriminated culpable in the crime they have been charged with, on rare occasions, some of some lawyer's clients are truly innocent. Though a rare occurrence, innocent people are convicted and accused of criminal offenses.
To combat the prosecution of their wrongly accused, criminal defense lawyers have to be diligent in carrying prosecutors and police accountable for every stage of their analysis in every case they handle. Because of this, defense lawyers will need to significantly take their role as advisers to the innocent and the not-so-innocent so that that the one to blame don't escape while the innocent are punished.
Therefore, to accomplish the duty of sustaining a client’s constitutional rights and acting as a watchdog to oversee the behavior of authorities and prosecutors, a criminal defense lawyer must diligently pursue separate investigations to the offense where a client has been accused to secure a trial, then that client is either completely exonerated or that there is certainly enough evidence to prove that reasonable doubt exists to warrant his/her client's release from custody.
And for the many cases, someone who has already reached the point of a jury trial is accountable, defense lawyers are required to offer every client the opportunity to a fair trial. Guilty or not, everyone else has the constitutional right to have a good trial. With a strong belief within the nature of the criminal justice system, reputable criminal lawyers Sydney recognize the best of each and every citizen to possess representation and sometimes must put away their feelings to signify those who have committed very serious offenses.
Criminal Defense Lawyers Also Protect the Guilty
Generally speaking, the persons that criminal defense attorneys like Osullivan Legal represent fall into two categories:
·Those who refuse criminal culpability;
·People who take responsibility for their criminal conduct
Criminal defense lawyers sometimes get a not-so-flattering portrayal because people assume that they defend guilty folks. However, if you are a suspect in a criminal proceeding in Sydney, you need the assistance of an experienced criminal lawyer, regardless of your guilt or innocence. Acting as the defense advocate of the accused, criminal attorneys play a crucial part in Australia’s criminal justice system to realize that everyone charged with a criminal offense has the opportunity to protect themselves.
Defense Attorneys Secure the Rights of the Accused
Above all, a legal defense lawyer's job is to look after the rights of the accused. Looking after your legal rights under the Bill of Rights was instituted in Australia’s Constitution, criminal defense lawyers are compelled by law to assist their clients by guaranteeing that you are treated fairly by Sydney’s criminal justice process. Specifically, your criminal defense attorney's job is to see that you are permitted:
—The right to stay silent;
—The right to be presumed innocent until proven guilty "beyond a reasonable doubt";
—The right to a trial by a jury of your peers;
—The best way to be free from unreasonable searches and seizures;
—The right to legal defense
These rights are guaranteed by Australia’s Constitution and are applicable to most states. Hence, a legal defense lawyer is expected to provide suspects with protection against the overreach of the AU government in meeting out punishment for any individual accused of a criminal offense. If a criminal defense lawyer is not going to render realistic efforts to watch over your rights or provide effective support, he/she risks ending his/her license to practice law or other penalties.
Criminal Lawyers Defend the Innocent
The second main role of a legal defense attorney will be always to safeguard the innocent. We view each day about overturned criminal cases where new evidence verifies the incarceration of an innocent person that has served time as a result of an incorrect guilty verdict. Even though, most clients of criminal defense lawyers are quite discriminated culpable in the crime they have been charged with, on rare occasions, some of some lawyer's clients are truly innocent. Though a rare occurrence, innocent people are convicted and accused of criminal offenses.
To combat the prosecution of their wrongly accused, criminal defense lawyers have to be diligent in carrying prosecutors and police accountable for every stage of their analysis in every case they handle. Because of this, defense lawyers will need to significantly take their role as advisers to the innocent and the not-so-innocent so that that the one to blame don't escape while the innocent are punished.
Therefore, to accomplish the duty of sustaining a client’s constitutional rights and acting as a watchdog to oversee the behavior of authorities and prosecutors, a criminal defense lawyer must diligently pursue separate investigations to the offense where a client has been accused to secure a trial, then that client is either completely exonerated or that there is certainly enough evidence to prove that reasonable doubt exists to warrant his/her client's release from custody.
And for the many cases, someone who has already reached the point of a jury trial is accountable, defense lawyers are required to offer every client the opportunity to a fair trial. Guilty or not, everyone else has the constitutional right to have a good trial. With a strong belief within the nature of the criminal justice system, reputable criminal lawyers Sydney recognize the best of each and every citizen to possess representation and sometimes must put away their feelings to signify those who have committed very serious offenses.
Criminal Defense Lawyers Also Protect the Guilty
Generally speaking, the persons that criminal defense attorneys like Osullivan Legal represent fall into two categories:
·Those who refuse criminal culpability;
·People who take responsibility for their criminal conduct
Skilled wedding photographers in Sydney do a lot more than shoot images; they utilize their expertise and training to continually catch those magical moments in a wedding. When you have tried using the service of an expert photographer, you will recognize that.
However, how would you locate an expert photographer that is ideal for your upcoming wedding? Listed below are the 10 main questions that we urge you inquire potential photographers while doing your hunt:
1. Have you been really insured?
In case the response is "yes, " ask as many questions as you need to ascertain whether the partnership is ideal for you personally. In case the response is still "no, " nevertheless, do not push through! Find yet another photographer. What happens in the event that you employ a friend of your close friend and he trips, injured himself or even broke his brand-new camera? You have to get shielded.
2. How about your credentials and background?
Let’s say that you are in a job interview, but this time assign yourself as the interviewer. Do not hesitate about asking the photographer about these concerns:
—Just how long are you a photographer?
—Where did you obtain your photography training?
—What do professional photographic organizations you participate in?
—Are you a licensed photographer?
—Have you got a degree in photography?
—Have you ever won any contests?
The experts have standards to maintain and membership in professional institutions. Whenever you decide on somebody who's licensed or retains a qualification in photography, then you are starting the hunt with calibre. Experts have exceptional abilities and trained in artistry and technology, therefore they understand just how to create exquisite graphics which reflect precisely the image you would like to depict.
3. Can I see your portfolio?
A real professional won't have any trouble offering as many references as you want from prior customers, spouses and also fellow photographers. Make sure you telephone the testimonials and discover their feedback on the photographer. Can the photographer catch the mood of your event within her or his photos? Well, he must because this is what he was paid for.
4. How can you discover this distinct photographer?
Ask to view samples from a whole photography session or some selection of photographs from a number of diverse sessions to receive a feeling of security of a photographer's work. This will reveal to you how creative the photographer will be and inform you whether he or she's always good…or simply blessed from time to time.
By entrusting your photos to a skilled artist like At Dusk in Sydney, you will receive exactly what you purchase! An avowed photographer is undoubtedly being a greater level of confidence and knows that your photos are in good hands. Certainly, you are searching for, and almost certainly, love!
Bear in mind, everyone can have a great picture once in a while. However, while you've just got one chance to catch life's most significant moments.
Skilled wedding photographers in Sydney do a lot more than shoot images; they utilize their expertise and training to continually catch those magical moments in a wedding. When you have tried using the service of an expert photographer, you will recognize that.
However, how would you locate an expert photographer that is ideal for your upcoming wedding? Listed below are the 10 main questions that we urge you inquire potential photographers while doing your hunt:
1. Have you been really insured?
In case the response is "yes, " ask as many questions as you need to ascertain whether the partnership is ideal for you personally. In case the response is still "no, " nevertheless, do not push through! Find yet another photographer. What happens in the event that you employ a friend of your close friend and he trips, injured himself or even broke his brand-new camera? You have to get shielded.
2. How about your credentials and background?
Let’s say that you are in a job interview, but this time assign yourself as the interviewer. Do not hesitate about asking the photographer about these concerns:
—Just how long are you a photographer?
—Where did you obtain your photography training?
—What do professional photographic organizations you participate in?
—Are you a licensed photographer?
—Have you got a degree in photography?
—Have you ever won any contests?
The experts have standards to maintain and membership in professional institutions. Whenever you decide on somebody who's licensed or retains a qualification in photography, then you are starting the hunt with calibre. Experts have exceptional abilities and trained in artistry and technology, therefore they understand just how to create exquisite graphics which reflect precisely the image you would like to depict.
3. Can I see your portfolio?
A real professional won't have any trouble offering as many references as you want from prior customers, spouses and also fellow photographers. Make sure you telephone the testimonials and discover their feedback on the photographer. Can the photographer catch the mood of your event within her or his photos? Well, he must because this is what he was paid for.
4. How can you discover this distinct photographer?
Ask to view samples from a whole photography session or some selection of photographs from a number of diverse sessions to receive a feeling of security of a photographer's work. This will reveal to you how creative the photographer will be and inform you whether he or she's always good…or simply blessed from time to time.
By entrusting your photos to a skilled artist like At Dusk in Sydney, you will receive exactly what you purchase! An avowed photographer is undoubtedly being a greater level of confidence and knows that your photos are in good hands. Certainly, you will possess the graphics you are searching for, and almost certainly, love!
Bear in mind, everyone can have a great picture once in a while. However, while you've just got one chance to catch life's most significant moments, you ensure the man behind the camera would be a master.
в понедельник утром вылезла наташа из затишья - моя верная соратница по прогулам, моя головная боль. мы не виделись почти месяц, а потом она решает придти и пишет мне утром в телеграмм, и только при виде сообщения, я уже знала, что не пойду на пары. мы с ней походили, купили макароны и убедились в который раз, что они нам не по вкусу, выпили кофе и еще много ходили. я сдала все тесты на этой неделе и закрыла эту сессию без долгов - ура! предмет, который пугал меня с сентября, я сдала на отлично. с понедельника начинается практика, потом я дорвусь до каникул. защиту курсовой перенесли на 12 декабря, вроде.
моя новая любовь: читалка, которую я купила в среду. давно я так много не читала, у меня передоз из за количества оргазмов.
на этой неделе я скачала около 15-20 фильмов. посмотрела:
бесславные ублюдки
бешеные псы
строго на запад
догма (пересматривала)
создала плейлист с саундтреками из бешеных псов и слушаю их дни и ночи. вот список:
sweet - the ballroom blitz
harry nillson - harvest moon
bedlam - stuck in th middle with you (!!!!)
bedlam - mgic carpet ride
joe tex - i cotcha
blue swede - hooked on a feeling
george baker - little green bag
хорошая неделя.