The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.
I can’t escape the feeling I am a teenager and it’s 2009-13 now. Feels like life was better back tothose days: music was better, TV was better, fashion was better (we all remember preppy, don’t we?). Sometimes I listen to the Pussicat Dolls, or Nickelback, or Lady Gaga just to feel that moment way before the COVID-2019 sh*t. Or I watch "Pretty Little Liars" or "glee" like it’s going to make me younger to get it right. The more I dive the worse I feel. It’s hard not to even if I have life now: I have a job, hobbies, a nice flat, – I’ve grown up, it’s time to stop digging into the past that is NEVER coming back, and there’s nothing sad about it.