Good that you have your mother now with you
She would heal you up rapidly
I wished when i sent that voice to be with my mom hug her and cry but i did alone on the streets in everywhere we have walked together
I go out every day evening walking alone and always my legs take me to your place
I feel better a little then i go home back
There was a love affair in this building
The kind of love affair, Which every respectable building must keep as a legend
Slowly festering through an innocent by the way
Or have you heard
He was perfect except for the fact that he was an engineer
And mothers prefer doctors and lawyers
Yet despite this imperfection he was clean looking and respectable looking
And you’ll never find a mother who doesn’t appreciate a natural man
So he grew healthy aloe vera plants by the window
20 000 фотографий — это метод само-терапии. Карусель, цветы на Манежной и вкусный тыквенный суп. Зафиксируй это, не анализируй это.
Обида — камень в твоей душе. Обида — тяжкий дух в комнатах, тягучий и заунывный. Спроси себя, кого ты хочешь уничтожить?
Я правда смогу с кем угодно не разговаривать больше до конца своих дней. Но надо ли?
I’m always thinking about useless things
I’m always checking out
I’m always mothering myself to bits
I’m always checking out
Forget it, nothing I change changes anything
I won’t let it, I won’t let it ruin my hair
I only take up a little of the collapsing space
I better cut this off, don’t wanna fuck it up
I only take up a little of the collapsing space
I better cut this off, don’t wanna fuck up the place
I better walk it back, walk it back
Oh, I better walk it back, walk it back, walk it back, walk it back
I try to save it for a rainy day
It’s raining all the time
Until everything is less insane
I’m mixing weed with wine
Forget it, nothing I change changes anything
I won’t let it, I won’t let it ruin my hair
I only take up a little of the collapsing space
I better cut this off, don’t wanna fuck it up
I only take up a little of the collapsing space
I better cut this off, don’t wanna fuck it up
I only take up a little of the collapsing space
I better cut this off, don’t wanna fuck up the place
I better walk it back, walk it back
Oh, I better walk it back, walk it back, walk it back, walk it back
Oh, I better walk it back, walk it back, walk it back, walk it back
Oh, I better walk it back, walk it back, walk it back, walk it back
I can’t stay here
And I can’t come back
I’ll just keep awake
And I won’t react
I’ll walk through Lawrencetown
Along the tracks
My own body in my arms
But I won’t collapse
So don’t go dark on me
It’s all alright
Ой бог миловал не сходить за кладом.
Отличная смена, настроение в плюсы ушло аж. Зашел чел залетный, просит поставить песню. Я говорю, песня 12 токенов, иф итс окей ту аск. Он типает 12 на песню и пишет типа держи, motherfucker. Я говорю, ты чего грубишь, я же тебе не грублю. Он обиделсятакойтипа почему я должен платить за хороший вкус. Я говорю, ну, если для тебя 12 токенов большая сумма, то лучше бы тебе сейчас работать. И это его задело пиздец и взяло на слабо, он мне натипал во фришке около 1000 токенов, сказал, что все мне отдал и в итоге мы подружились. Его остальные песни я, конечно, уже бесплатно ставила)
Oh Father, I’m in trouble deep
Oh Mother, all I do is sleep
Oh Sister, can you feel my grief tonight
Not looking for a saviour
’Cause I’m not one to blame, yeah
Somebody tell me how can I survive
Not looking for a hero
But I can’t even see how
I’m gonna make it out of this alive
I was always desperate to be saved
Mad at being loved, mad at change
Swaying like a sailor in the sea
Want someone to anchor me
Поезд кряхтит, как попугай. Контролер сегодня с косичками-мальвиной, ей идет. Непонятные мужики едут непонятно куда, благо хоть на моей остановке не выходят. На "лошадиной полянке" снова никого нет. Слева струится масляное после дождя шоссе, элитное и чистое, европейское. С баннеров призывно смотрят сумки стоимостью 12 МРОТов и их потенциальные хозяйки. Дома громоздятся друг на друге, кучкуются, создают понятие о "новом русском стиле" — это когда ты покупаешь 6 соток реликтового леса по цене сотни акров и вырубаешь их, чтобы построить четырехэтажный дом с бассейном.
Но это неважно. Подступающий со всех сторон плиточный пиздец, богема, дорогие витрины, меняющиеся раз в два месяца, пробки, МФЦ, новые асфальтовые дороги — всё это неважно. Дайте просто МНЕ смотреть на МОЕ небо из МОЕГО окна, ездить МОИМИ путями в МОИ места и хотеть чего-то чуть большего, чтобы всегда вернуться назад.
Стена обнимает меня за спину. Спереди, сзади, кругом — твой теплый маленький дом, весь состоящий из твоих стен, весь новый, отзывчивый и красивый. Больше половины твоей жизни не было никакой стены, не было никакого дома, подпорки, центра тяжести — было нечто иное, тоже важное и близкое, но с каким-то привкусом москвичей, испорченных квартирным вопросом (а может быть, неуважением личных границ). И это движение — от тебя к стене, к теплу, к созданию нового — оно может быть таким затяжным, а может быть таким стремительным, что неясно, что хуже. Ясно, что нужно закрыть, максимально закрыть этот этап, чтобы, оперевшись на эту стену, держаться рукой за ясеневые и лиственничные подпорки двигаться дальше. Дальше.
К своей личной стене. К своей личной семье. К своему личному месту, построено-оплачено.
I don’t need you, I don’t need you
Besides I barely ever see you anymore
And when I do it feels like you’re only halfway there
Young mothers love me even ghosts of
Girlfriends call from Cleveland
They will meet me anytime and anywhere
The day I die, the day I die
Where will we be?
The day I die, the day I die
Where will we be?
Don’t do this, I don’t do this to you
Don’t expect me to enjoy it
’Cause I really don’t have the courage not to turn the volume up inside my ears
For years I used to put my head inside the speakers
In the hallway when you get too high and talk forever
Нужно высказать так много. Прямо сейчас осенила гениальная мысль: моим психологом был этот блог, всегда. До него — толстые тетради в линейку, закрашенные, обклеенные, залатанные билетами из кино, цветами и бог знает чем еще.
Я знаю, я давно уже не выплываю. Я знаю. Эти пустые тетради подступают, смешивают воду, в которой я по горло, с клеем и запахом глянца. Я не выплываю. Could she run forever?
Обещала себе попробовать психолога. Нашла её. И сижу, молчу, трачу деньги на кофе.
The feeling of the rug on her body
The hum from the speakers
She learns how to lie
Her father’s voice
Her mother’s heartbeat
The orange color inside her eyelids
The sunlight on her skin
Dust swirls in strange light
The feeling of the rug on her body
The hum from the speakers
She learns how to lie
She learns how to lie
She learns how to lie
She learns
The feeling of anger
The end of her street
Time in buildings
Time in cars
Could she run forever?
Could she run forever?
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Dust swirls in strange light
Первый путь наискосок, на большой меня замок.
Чтоб без права выбора, чтобы с плеч себе гора.
Гора на гору горой, я к нему, а ты тут пой.
Разбери пойди попробуй, кто теперь кому родной.
Тут родной, а там люблю, сам пригрел себе змею.
Яблоко от яблони, выгони не выгони.
Боль в привычке утоплю, что куплю то и допью.
Первый путь не одолеешь, и тебе тогда налью.
Второй путь налево, будешь королева.
Оплеуха справа, оплеуха слева.
Оплеухи от судьбы, лишь бы не смертельно бы.
На горошине принцесса пересела на бобы.
Водопады слез падут, сделал из чувств батут.
Не допрыгнешь никуда, ты сама себе беда.
Беда на беду бедой, обошло бы стороной.
Но не так легко тебе избавиться от параной.
Паранойя - шум по вискам, паранойя - бред.
Зажаты в тисках твоих чувства, чтобы на свет.
Не пробился луч ни одной из моих надежд.
Голая любовь обречена замерзнуть без одежд.
Я, да я не я, да что я, дело не во мне.
Больше не моя, глупая, останусь в стороне.
Лучше в стороне, чем как ты добровольно вниз.
Держи не держи, но твоя шиза сильней всех шиз.
Do you love me too? - yes it is, motherfucking ЧУШЬ.
7 лет вникуда, как вода, муж или не муж.
Выпита сполна, на глазах, твоих пелена.
И к лицу тебе она, удивительно.
Mother Nature was pretty nice to precut oranges for us.
Don't sing love songs, you'll wake my mother
She's sleeping here right by my side
And in her right hand a silver dagger
She says that I can't be your bride
"All men are false", says my mother
" They'll tell you wicked, lovin' lies
The very next evening, they'll court another
Leave you alone to pine and sigh"
My daddy is a handsome devil
He's got a chain five miles long
And on every link a heart does dangle
Of another maid he's loved and wronged
Go court another tender maiden
And hope that she will be your wife
For I've been warned, and I've decided
To sleep alone all of my life
***
Эту песню вчера для меня исполнил мой друг. Я сказала, что мне понравилось, а он ответил, что разумеется, ведь это про меня (fuck thou!). А потом он заменил слово dagger на penis. А я - tender на tinder -> postmodern gang.
Это так, ни к чему. Просто славный был спонтанный вечер.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother’s watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn’t a disaster.
—Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan’t have lied. It’s evident
the art of losing’s not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
Did you think I forgot that you murdered my mother? That I just got over it? I have lived with that pain every day. I could have killed you any time I wanted, but I believe in an eye for an eye. You took away the one person I love, so I took away the one person you love. And you get to live with that.
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Bet you rue the day you kissed a writer in the dark
Bet you rue the day you kissed a writer in the dark
Now she’s gonna play and sing and lock you in her heart
Bet you rue the day you kissed a writer in the dark
I am my mother’s child, I’ll love you ’til my breathing stops
I’ll love you ’til you call the cops on me
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If I give you a watch, it's expensive and waterproof.Would you put her in the water?Maybe I didn't dare, though I was sure, but I didn't want to be a part of my curiosity, which would really ruin something good.
But, dare the child, a ten year old dare.The grown-ups told her that the watch was expensive and really expensive, because she was waterproof.Therefore, you must keep good and do not fall out of the water.Well, what a chaotic logic.
One day, a group of children together, they all showed their watches, red, yellow, green, all kinds of colors mixed, good-looking very.One of them held up his watch and said that mine was waterproof. I didn't believe you to see it. The watch had sunk to the bottom.Take it out and drop the water, but the needle is still going!
A little girl, her eyes stare blankly wave stare blankly blinked a few times, you looked at the wrist that piece of pink watch, still go, show a very 045 time six point three seconds, she paused, raised his right hand to take off the watch, suddenly remind of mother once said to her, this watch is waterproof, very expensive, very expensive, don't throw in the water.This moment, she hesitated two minutes, want to throw water, like other friends, helplessly watch the ability of the watch waterproof, but also afraid to break the home mother to blame her.She, silent all the time, suddenly took off her watch and threw it into the water.Quickly take it out, the time goes on, the hands still turn.She lifted the water meter excitedly, like a track and field winner holding a mobile gold medal, and I won.It's really waterproof.Ha ha!
Pack your bags and wear your watch and go home!
I imagined the little girl coming home.The girl excited to tell mother, mother a face surprise, suddenly face green.
You, dare how so big, who let you drop in, if true bad what do you do?A: why don't you kids listen to me?
I, mom, it's really waterproof. It's ok!
You, disobedient, unexpectedly not obedient.
So why did mom buy such an expensive waterproof watch?
" Mom said.Well, then you can't throw the water!I can't do that any more!
The simple conversation turned back.Mother's logic never breaks.
The notes
I wonder where the problem is, the whole thing.
When the mother, spend that big price, buy the so-called waterproof watch to give the child, in the heart really what is the intention?Waterproof, but not water.This is a complete adult concern and vanity.Just want to show it to you.
The child?Watch time, waterproof, that means of course you can play with your watch and water, it's that simple!
If one day you see a child with a wristband, show his wrist watch, say see my mother bought my waterproof watch, waterproof?
Do you dare to let it go?
This, of course, is not necessary.Then turn around and walk away.
Don't be surprised, this behavior, the action, must not be for no reason, this all, there is a trace, the answer is his parents.
The world of children is so simple and simple, but as long as doping a little bit of the so-called adult world, the child is also suddenly not like a child, but feel like an adult is dull.
Sometimes, we do pay our dues to pursue more and more, but never think about it. Do we need it?What do we do with these things?If it's just to think that one day you can come out and compete with someone, you don't have to.
If you need to, go for it.When he found it, he went with him.
Needless to say, I am not rare, even if others have said so.
In this way, there are not so many entanglements and hesitations like waterproof watches in life
And tell your mother
We have a deal
