Good that you have your mother now with you

She would heal you up rapidly

I wished when i sent that voice to be with my mom hug her and cry but i did alone on the streets in everywhere we have walked together

I go out every day evening walking alone and always my legs take me to your place

I feel better a little then i go home back

сама всем говорю, что we just having just pretty fun time together while he is here, но сама же этого не осознаю и страдаю с этого и хочу что то серьезного, но слишком много препятствий (в виде жены, работы и последующей его иммиграции)

возможно, я просто не умею в несерьёзные отношения (либо вообще в никакие, как я ему до этого уже говорила) и слишком not emotional mature person (что есть правда)

Запрос был составлен максимально однозначно, однако результаты можно трактовать как обычно — как угодно. Пожалуй, будем все-таки трактовать как задумано. Было? Было. А что оно там на самом деле значит: цепь случайностей, чей-то хитрый план или "ну вот так просто", узнаем позже. Как она говорит, не теряем надежду и наблюдаем.

Но зачем мне надежда, если я могу расщепить тебя на день и на ночь?

Если я могу взять кофеин под контроль, взять любопытство под контроль, взять телефон из рук, не ударившись током. Я могу, вспомнив о времени, развернуться спиной и пойти прочь. Я могу, пребывая в меланхолии, не депрессовать.

Подумай, будет ли это важно через 5 лет. Будет ли это важно в следующем году. Будет ли?

You said we’re not so tied together

What did you mean?

Meet me in the stairwell in a second

For a glass of gin

Nobody else will be there then

Nobody else will be there

Nobody else will be there then

Nobody else will be there

Can you remind me the building you live in

I’m on my way

It’s getting cold again but New York’s gorgeous

It’s a subway day

Nobody else will be there then

Nobody else will be there

Nobody else will be there then

Nobody else will be there

Why are we still out here?

#писатель а #дневник а #рефлексия #любовь

Страшный момент в ТЦ. Страшный момент, всё как в фильмах-катастрофах (Слава богу, обошлось). Подумалось — до пандемии подобных мыслей было больше или меньше? Кажется, что меньше. Потому что такой страх, до основания, до корней, страх потерять всё, он случился со мной первый раз в жизни.

И сразу фоном слова Ларисы Владиславовны о том, что в кризисные моменты именно семья становится оплотом человеческого существования. Где вы? Видите ли это всё?

Долго думала про жалость. Последнее время посещает меня такое желание, чтобы взяли на ручки и пожалели [Это падает первая сердечная печать, видимо]. Порыдать всласть, и чтобы просто пожалели. Почему всех так бесит жалость? Почему все считают её чем-то негативным, предосудительным, страшным? Почему?

Словарь:

Истинная сущность жалости не есть простое отождествление себя и другого, но признание за другим собственного значения — права на существование и наибольшее благополучие (B.C. Соловьев).

Жалость есть разделение богооставленности твари, соединение с нею в этой богооставленности (Н.А. Бердяев).

Какого черта ты мне не пишешь?

Ada, don’t talk about reasons

Why you don’t want to talk about reasons

Why you don’t wanna talk

Now that you got everybody you consider sharp

All alone, all together, all together in the dark

Leave it all up in the air

Leave it all up in the air

Leave it all up in the air

Ada, put the sounds of your house in a song

Try to be speechless for a minute

If you think you’re gonna faint, go out in the hallway

Let them all have your neck

#писатель а #дневник а #мысли #чувства

Ой, ну вот напишешь сдуру, что не о чем волноваться, так сразу есть о чем. Но в этом, кажется, и состоит вся наша жизнь: череда умиротворений и волнений. Каким образом продолжать работу над дипломом, я не знаю. Солнце светит ярко-ярко, московские жирные облака плывут, как и должны в конце марта. Я твердо решила не покупать пока себе новый телефон, но покупать духи мечты (ну одни, ну пожалуйста). Я твердо решила, что каждый последующий радостный виток отношений лучше предыдущего и стоит того, чтобы пытаться. Прочла свои тексты за последние пару лет - одна чернуха, сомнения, придирки и отсутсвие гармонии. Хотя я сама же и писала о том, как трудно творить, когда тебе хорошо. Теперь я хочу просто качаться на этой сладкой сахарной волне, пока она длится, а потом ждать следующую. Просто отпустить это, довериться весне, радоваться по-настоящему, легче смотреть на вещи. Я нигде и никогда не писала о том, как изменилась моя жизнь с 2015 года, и надо ли? Те, кто меня видит, и так это знают. Те, кто меня видит даже через буквы.

I'm put together beautifully, big wet bottle in my fists, big wet rose in my teeth
I'm a perfect piece of ass like every Californian
So tall I take over the street with high-beams shining on my back
A wingspan unbelievable, I'm a festival, I'm a parade

And all the wine is all for me
And all the wine is all for me
And all the wine is all for me

I'm a birthday candle in a circle of black girls
God is on my side 'cause I'm the child bride
I'm so sorry but the motorcade will have to go around me this time
'Cause God is on my side and I'm the child bride

I carry the dollhouse safe on my shoulders
Through the black city, nightlights are on in the corners
And everyone's sleeping upstairs
All safe and sound

I'm in a state, I'm in a state
Nothing can touch us, my love
I'm in a state, I'm in a state
Nothing can touch us, my love

If you were to meet Dick and Nicole Diver at a party, a restaurant, or on the beach, you would leave them feeling as if you had been in the presence of greatness. They are both witty, charming, gorgeous, majestic, sexy, and in command of whatever situation they find themselves in. They are the sun and moon merged together, and no one shines brighter in the daylight or in the moonlight. They are what many aspire to be, but few will ever achieve, the suave assurance of the Diver couple.

I'm so freaking happy that you're here. That you're near me. That we share /barely/ everything with each other. That we spend all the sad, terrible, awful, and also fantastic, amazing and awesome moments together, always trying to support and make each other smile and feel comfrotable. I'm so happy that in spite of all the bad situations that we had, we're still together. And I really want to believe, that everything's gonna be the same way. I'm so afraid to lose you. I'm afraid that something can go wrong. I'm also afraid for you. You've gone through so many things in your life, that you deserve only the good things. Laugh, smiles, hugs, true love and right people around you. I want you to tell 'I'm happy'. That's the best thing I can get from you and in general too. Just let's be together despite everything and everybody. Let's cope with all the difficulties and tough moments. At last, let's be happy together.

I love you so much, I'm not sure that somebody can imagine, how. And all I want is to get hug from you and know that I'm at home, right where I'm supposed to be. In your arms.

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The way to apply for a divorce. Divorce is almost always interchangeable with the language of cluttered, costly, and protracted. But, there's a need for wind up in court. That you do not will need to become a part of the divorce lawyer. Lately, two techniques are known to cause a less debilitating divorce. When working with both techniques.

Therefore, the way to apply for divorce less annoyance?

Mediation

Mediation is the process in which a 3rd party mediates a gathering between you and your better half. The meeting will be kept confidential and private. The plan is a neutral 3rd party. He or she's going to help you with your own problems. Certain problems need to be resolved. Whenever you repay on those problems beforehand, the divorce process will soon be smooth and easier. Revenge and one-upmanship during the particular divorce event.

Throughout the personal sessions, even as you and your partner. He or she can not give advices for you personally or your better half. But he or she will be what matters. By way of instance, the mediator can be mentioned underneath all the issues, the both of you.

Mediation is just a means for the bingo to maintain charge of this divorce. Your emotions are not in control. You will not be filing for divorce together with pride in your mind. After the couple can solve their problems through mediation, then the couple is very likely to attain a quicker agreement on the prosecution, divorce land, spousal support, and so forth.

Collaboration

Still another less debilitating reply to this question, the way you can apply for divorce would be cooperation. Uncontested divorce is the procedure by which you and your spouse negotiate a deal without realizing the courtroom. The target here will be to avoid lawsuit. Legal counsel practicing. The contract also claims to be in violation of law.

The attorney will steer you in attaining an agreement on child care, custody, etc. Collaboration saves money, time, plus it saves heartache.

Hopefully, you would not need to ask, the way you can apply for divorce, but in the event that you do not have to ask that question, at least you realize the two painful methods of filing for divorce.

You are going to need a driving assessment amputation if you have one or more limbs amputated and face difficulty in driving. Such an evaluation may not be required if you have minor disabilities or amputation. Some of the cases of minor disabilities include slight variations in lengths of limbs, amputation of toes, or mild joint stiffness. If you have serious amputations, you may be asked to undergo a special review.

Serious Amputations

If you have serious amputations, you will be required to have relevant vehicle modifications or special aids so that you can drive safely. Examples of serious disabilities and amputations that require driving evaluation amputation include:

* Loss of one or both legs

* Serious impairment in any leg

* Loss of one or both arms or serious impairment

* Loss of 3 or more fingers of a hand

When you want to resume driving after having an amputation or you are learning to drive after an amputation, it will be required to inform the licensing authority.

Driving Assessment of Amputees

When you want to drive again and apply for a license, you can be asked to undergo an assessment. If you are rejected the license, you may again appeal for an evaluation. When you have an amputation or disability, it will also be required to inform your insurance company about your condition. Depending on the result of the driving review amputation; you should also inform the insurer about any adaptations made to your vehicle or any limitations that appear on your driving license.

The Assessment Process

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* Occupational Therapist’s Evaluation: Your occupational therapist is going to perform a physical, visual, and cognitive evaluation. They will also check your medical history. They are going to consider how fit you are medically and mentally and will identify any issues. Then they are going to come up with professional recommendations about adaptive modifications to your vehicle. The therapist can also determine if you need on-road assessment by a driving instructor.

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Thus, depending on your performance in these tests, the occupational therapist can make professional recommendations. The results of the auto-drive examination assessment amputation can include making modifications to your vehicle so that you can drive safely, placing certain limitations on your driving, or preventing you altogether from driving.

Summary

If you have had an amputation and want to drive, you may be required to undergo driving assessment amputation. The assessment is conducted by an occupational therapist and the results can determine whether and how you can drive.

i have only 3 moods:

1) i hate his ass and i don't want to do ANYTHING with him ever again

2) i guess we can work past this and be good friends sometime again

3) I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU HUUUUUUUUUUUU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUUUUUUUUU LET'S GET BACK TOGETHER YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!!

he loves me but he's not in love with me anymore and he wouldn't get back together

we keep talking but he doesn't know if he wants to see me this summer

should we help others while we're suffering ourselves?

it hurts all over my body and i want to cut myself to give the pain one place

i just saw him

we laughed and cuddled on the couch together watching movies

i cooked for him and made cakes for him

he made tea for me

he kissed and hugged me a lot

he didn't want me as he used to

he never said he loved me first to my face anymore

sometimes i woke up to him holding me

it's been five years and i will never be able to let him go

what do i do

Wedding period of time is about to dominate the interpersonal calendars of the many, and if you’re clever, you’ll appear prepared. How can one plan for the slew of “I do’s”, you ask? Well, obtaining the grooving competencies not out of par is probably the initially order of business. You’d hate to feel confused on the dancing floor. And also, if you’re single, exactly how are you going to match anyone by simply staring from the sidelines, swirling your iced-down drink around? That’s no chance to enjoy yourself.

The bride and groom don’t should get all of the enjoyment. You may also have a lot of fun at the wedding day when you learn a few truly amazing dance methods, letting you experience a lot more assured and also willing to rejoice.

You Ought To Get Wedding Dance Lessons If…

You’re The Mother And Father of the New Bride or Maybe the Groom

Because you knows the majority of the citizens, there will probably as well be a large amount of focus on you. Your pals, spouse and children, as well as brand new in-laws are just waiting for you to enlighten them—don’t let them down! That is your own opportunity to create a great effect.

Wedding day preparing is known to get all sorts of anxiety on the household of the happy couple. The wedding celebration is the instance to at last take pleasure in the fruit of your labor––celebrate and even bash such as you mean it.

Utilize this possibility for come up with a celebratory, expert dance to begin one’s own child’s new chapter of existence. Because of wedding photographers, your dancing will probably be a gift that retains on providing.

You’re In the Big Event

While an affiliate of the gathering, a big part of the function is to assist take the gathering. In case simply no one’s on the dancing ground, it’s the job to just go start the entertaining. With awesome techniques under the strip, you’ll create the dance floor an encouraged, celebratory, and secure location.

The reason why be an important part of the gathering, but is not an important part of the PARTY? You’re honoring considered one of your dearest friends’ spousal relationship; dancing about this!

Set off to viral with the rest of the bridal celebration and thus build a wonder dance that bangs everyone away and provides you with your own 15-seconds of popularity. The dancing learned from Care To Dance these types of groomsmen did was an immediate impression.

You’re A Committed Couple Attending Friends’ Matrimony

Occasionally functional life gets occupied and even we don’t create sufficient time for those we admire. Use the upcoming wedding party in your own organizer being an excuse to reconnect with your wife or husband. Having wedding party lessons is proved to be even better as compared to counseling. And, yes, you may get your partner to take lessons with you.

You realize it’s certainly not you will get to wear and have a night out. Let it go slightly and move onto the dance area thinking self-confident. You’ll certainly not would like to quit grooving after you learn how!

You’re Flying Solo

Rather than dreading another wedding ceremony that renders you recognize how single you might be, make the most of the opportunity to wow someone amazing on the dancing floor! Number of arrangements are usually more passionate to get together people today as compared to weddings—love is in the air along with the vigor is high. You’ll really like making use of your brand new competencies seeing that an ice-breaker, and also dancing is actually a beautiful function.

Using wedding dance training is a good approach to encounter a person new. Men and women seize training lessons all the time, and thus it’d be pleasurable that you can perform with someone who possesses the same plan in mind… Perhaps by the next wedding ceremony, you’ll obtain a plus-one to have!

Wedding Day Dancing Classes to Obtain

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Ian: I don't believe in luck. I do believe we've known each other since forever, though.

Sofi: Really?

Ian: Yeah. You know how? When the big bang happened, all the atoms in the universe, they were all smashed together into one little dot that exploded outward. So my atoms and your atoms were certainly together then, and, who knows, probably smashed together several times in the last 13.7 billion years. So my atoms have known your atoms and they've always known your atoms. My atoms have always loved your atoms.

я всячески стараюсь нажимать на тормоз, не спешить и не строить больших надежд, которые могут в любой момент разбиться и оставить после себя лишь острые осколки, оставляющие красные полосы на коже ещё долгое время. но как часто разум уступает дорогу сердцу с его нахлынувшими чувствами и всячески отказывается следовать уже давно обговоренной установке.

я всегда была такой: если испытываю что-то, мне не хочется об этом молчать. мне хочется обволакивать человека собой, внушать ему, как он прекрасен, проявлять заботу и все те чувства, что скапливаются внутри. я знаю, что за всем этим могут скрываться недостатки и плохие последствия, но, видимо, мне всё же проще пожинать плоды собственной наивности и мечтательности, чем удерживать себя от каких-то порывов и думать потом о том, а вот что было бы, знай этот человек, как я поистине к нему отношусь.

мне не хочется распылять себя на ненужных людей, но каждый раз я верю и надеюсь, что вот этот-то человек – это именно тот, кто мне нужен, и отдаю себя полностью и без остатка. но в итоге получается, что я изнашиваю себя изнутри. я всегда стараюсь найти только всё самое хорошее в человеке и спешу сказать ему, мол, ты ведь прекрасен, ты сам-то хоть знал об этом? и несмотря на свою быстро привязанность к людям, я уже замечаю, как с каждым разом мне всё труднее довериться. я не хочу терять веры в людей и как многие сейчас рассуждать, мол, какие все вокруг плохие, я никому не доверяю, хочу быть в одиночестве, собаки лучше людей и прочее. я не хочу закрываться, обматывать себя колючей проволкой, быть озлобленной на окружающих. и несмотря на всё во мне ещё не угасло желание и надежда найти своего человека и благодаря ему убедиться, что всё было не напрасно: мне просто нужно было пройти через многих людей, чтобы в итоге отыскать его.

If I give you a watch, it's expensive and waterproof.Would you put her in the water?Maybe I didn't dare, though I was sure, but I didn't want to be a part of my curiosity, which would really ruin something good.

But, dare the child, a ten year old dare.The grown-ups told her that the watch was expensive and really expensive, because she was waterproof.Therefore, you must keep good and do not fall out of the water.Well, what a chaotic logic.

One day, a group of children together, they all showed their watches, red, yellow, green, all kinds of colors mixed, good-looking very.One of them held up his watch and said that mine was waterproof. I didn't believe you to see it. The watch had sunk to the bottom.Take it out and drop the water, but the needle is still going!

A little girl, her eyes stare blankly wave stare blankly blinked a few times, you looked at the wrist that piece of pink watch, still go, show a very 045 time six point three seconds, she paused, raised his right hand to take off the watch, suddenly remind of mother once said to her, this watch is waterproof, very expensive, very expensive, don't throw in the water.This moment, she hesitated two minutes, want to throw water, like other friends, helplessly watch the ability of the watch waterproof, but also afraid to break the home mother to blame her.She, silent all the time, suddenly took off her watch and threw it into the water.Quickly take it out, the time goes on, the hands still turn.She lifted the water meter excitedly, like a track and field winner holding a mobile gold medal, and I won.It's really waterproof.Ha ha!

Pack your bags and wear your watch and go home!

I imagined the little girl coming home.The girl excited to tell mother, mother a face surprise, suddenly face green.

You, dare how so big, who let you drop in, if true bad what do you do?A: why don't you kids listen to me?

I, mom, it's really waterproof. It's ok!

You, disobedient, unexpectedly not obedient.

So why did mom buy such an expensive waterproof watch?

" Mom said.Well, then you can't throw the water!I can't do that any more!

The simple conversation turned back.Mother's logic never breaks.

The notes

I wonder where the problem is, the whole thing.

When the mother, spend that big price, buy the so-called waterproof watch to give the child, in the heart really what is the intention?Waterproof, but not water.This is a complete adult concern and vanity.Just want to show it to you.

The child?Watch time, waterproof, that means of course you can play with your watch and water, it's that simple!

If one day you see a child with a wristband, show his wrist watch, say see my mother bought my waterproof watch, waterproof?

Do you dare to let it go?

This, of course, is not necessary.Then turn around and walk away.

Don't be surprised, this behavior, the action, must not be for no reason, this all, there is a trace, the answer is his parents.

The world of children is so simple and simple, but as long as doping a little bit of the so-called adult world, the child is also suddenly not like a child, but feel like an adult is dull.

Sometimes, we do pay our dues to pursue more and more, but never think about it. Do we need it?What do we do with these things?If it's just to think that one day you can come out and compete with someone, you don't have to.

If you need to, go for it.When he found it, he went with him.

Needless to say, I am not rare, even if others have said so.

In this way, there are not so many entanglements and hesitations like waterproof watches in life