something obnoxious and pretentious

"believe in yourself. you are an ancient, absent god, discussed only rarely by literary scholars. so if you don't believe, no one will. "
- welcome to night vale

❝ Real magic can never be made by offering up someone else’s liver. You must tear out your own, and not expect to get it back. The true witches know that. ❞ - The Last Unicorn, Peter S. Beagle

❝ Lie down and look up at the ceiling and breathe with those curiously fragile lungs of yours and remind yourself :Don’t worry. Don’t worry. All is as it was meant to be. It was meant to be lonely and terrifying and unfair and heaving. Don’t worry. ❞- The Faceless Old Woman Who Secretly Lives in Your Home , Night Vale #31.5, ”Condos”

I had a sex dream. Again. About a girl who is a friend. But she was hot, so it's okay, i suppose.

О забавном: купила двенадцатилетнему брату бомбу для ванны из Лаша "Sex Bomb". Он их любит. Мне больше нечего добавить.

i feel so sick i'm going to cry

why does everyone around me seem to be so fucking great and amazing and clever and do all this fun stuff

why am i so pathetic

why can't i do anything

why why why

why do i have to feel the need to be special

no one is

i want to be great

i want to write stuff or do stuff or learn just because i'm interested (or at least improve my fucking english it's terrible look at it - "do stuff?? write stuff??")

but no

all i do is nothing

i do nothing

god i'm so sick of it

you said you listened to the russian podcast and it was sweet

women need to cover up! respect yourselves! cover your cleavage, shoulder, knees, arms.. um is that girl covering her hair? wow we have to help her she’s obviously being brainwashed by her hostile misogynistic culture, maybe we should make laws restricting her from wearing it, she doesn’t need the freedom of choice anyway.. wait what was i saying? oh YEAH, girls COVER YOURSELVES

i had a sex dream about Spike from Buffy. He was hot. Let me go back to sleep.

Амстердам зимой - сплошная романтика: не холодно, фонари, кафе горят, в них сидят друзья, громко разговаривают и смеются. Аня гуляет одна :)

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У меня не очень хорошо получается фотографировать, как можно понять из последних постов. Зато было классно.