something obnoxious and pretentious

i know i'm good for something

i just haven't found it yet

To all good-looking and talented guys out there… Could you please stop making me miserable by your awesomeness and good looks and talents and the fact that you live VERY FAR AWAY from me?

Thank you.

i don't want to go back home because I'm a terrible daughter and i can't face my parents. I did something I shouldn't have done and turned off my phone for a couple of days. When I turned it on today they didn't call me or texted me.

Can somebody explain to me why am i so fucking stupid.

i guess it would be right if i stayed here alone on New Year

do you ever just want to redecorate your bedroom and change your hair and all your clothes and completely reinvent yourself, but then realize it takes time and money, then retreat to your bed and hate who you are

why wont you bump into me on the street and ask for my number and take me out for coffee and fall in love with me what am i doing wrong

has it ever occurred to you that you could change your life right this second if you really wanted to? you could stand up and yell at your teacher if you wanted to, you could place yourself in a life or death situation if you wanted, you could even take that risk and just spontaneously and passionately kiss the one you really love by surprise. you could change the entire outcome of our lives, and if our lives are really as bad as we say they are, why won’t we take those chances.

извините, за то, что я выкладываю

хотя нет, не извините

for an ugly person my standards are unrealistically high

Все отложили свои дела и пошли смотреть a mother's nightmare

А вообще пару дней назад я зашла на чатрулетку, и там был парень с длинными рыжими волосами из Британии, но он говорил на куче языков, в том числе на русском. Мы стали говорить об именах. А потом он сказал, что хотел бы бегать по горам, держа меня за руку и попросил не обращать внимания, потому что он слишком много выпил. Он казался уставшим, но не потому что он работал слишком много или что-то в этом роде, а по какой-то другой причине. И он предложил бросить все и сьездить в Одессу этим летом. И я согласилась. Мы обменялись электронными ящиками, и он пошел спать, потому что в Британии было четыре часа утра.

one third of me: i want a cute relationship so much, awh relationships are so cute one third of me: sex sex sex horny fuck relationships lets just be slutty one third of me: fuck everyone i hate you all go kill yourselves

its gotten to the point where i have to pretend nudity surprises me

i want to believe that it's never too late

reading bukowski,
we’re naked, dark, and fucking
to the sound of fog

keep me closer than the lies
you tell yourself, every morning

where have you been hiding?

keep me closer than your favorite
friends, turn to greedy lovers
at the bottoms of bottles

i just want to feel the creases in your
hands (again), lie to me all over again