Это просто Вьюи блог

на цвинтарі розстріляних ілюзій вже немає місця для могил

Зваж небо кольору мокко,
Тільки б не збігло там наше молоко.

I have vomited again
I am tired… I can't live any more

I want to be a normal
But my inner voice tell me that I must eat a lot and then I must vomit it

it's impossible
help me…somebody.. i really need it.

My menu on 01/07/15

breakfast - oatmeal (10:00)
nosh - 1 apple (13:00)
lunch - boiled beets (16:00)
nosh - 2-3 apple (18:45)
dinner - yogurt 1%

My name is Lana
I am anorexic and I love my bones
I understand that it is bad for my health, but I can't fight with it
I fight with it 5 long years, but I want to be more slim than I am

In January 2014 my weight was 39 kg, but a few months I had bulimia
and now my weight is 43 kg with the 173 cm of height

I must lose weight until 20 of July
I want to have 39 kg