Loneliness is such a sad affair
And I can hardly wait
To be with you again
Here I am again!struggling with life again. I do enjoy suffering and feeling sorry for myself so why not take an advantage of such a wonderful opportunity.
And today the topic of our show is soulmates. Those people who seem to be perfectly suitable for you and seem to be there everytime you need them. People who you never thought you could grow apart from because even thinking about it feels odd. You've got so many common memories and you always laughed at the same unpronounced jokes. You are so used to having them around and having them close and considering them soulmates because this is the only word that could describe such a relationship of brotherhood you had. Could I describe how ridiculous it feels when you start realising that this solid and unbreakable thing you had started evaporating. How can it possibly happen? - is the question you keep asking yourself while it's just showing its first signs. There's no way you can stop this fast-moving avalanche as it's getting bigger every day. One day it will become too big for you to deny that. Now it's not big enough but I see it coming and this is not the best perspective I should say. I wish I never had to describe this kind of feeling.