I want to bring him flowers just to do something nice for him and make him smile and go on picnics by bike out of town or just in the park, eat basil and lemon ice cream and wander around the shops, bake cakes together and cuddle the cat and each other on the couch.

I really want to go on a proper date because we've never been on one.

I think I'm getting over him and I mostly just think of the good times we've had together and how happy he made me feel but I now know it's for the best and it had to happen eventually. But how sad it is when you've once been so close to a person and shared so much and then you stop talking and you have nothing in common anymore. This makes me feel disgusting.