and i feel like such a burden to W. I feel like i'm always complaing about everything

and when i feel really bad, i want support but i feel bad about asking to skype or talk

and it seems only reasonable to just end it all and not be a burden or anything to anyone ever again

and i can't understand if i'm asking too much and it's messing with my head, i can't understand if it's my fault or not.

periods.are.great.

and i'm all nice and reasonable and trying to understand W's point of view one momemnt and the next one - i'm mad and angry and hurt and want to end everything and it keeps going back and forth and what do i do

but it can't be a great sign when you're scared of sharing stuff with your SIGNIFICANT OTHER |GOD WHO CAME UP WIT HTHAT NAME UGH ughugh

relationships are gross