cried five times today

good job me

it started when i was eATING SOUP FOR GODSAKE

periods make me feel very stable, right

also, my dog died a month ago but my mom only told me a week ago

so i start crying about that randomly throughout the day

i keep thinking that i'll never see her again and her tiny dead body in my dad's arms

here i go crying again

that i never got to say goodbye to her

or how scared she might have been when she was put to sleep

i really want to just hold my dog again

we've had her since she was a tiny puppy and she's been with us for like 13 years