"Assuming for yourself the sorrow of my body
thus, when you solace me in my desire
I held your body, and lay beside it sleeping,
feeling the pain of your own inward fire,
weeping myself to hear your silent weeping."
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I can't even call what I feel ' a heartache ', it's too banal. ' Melancholy ' is too languorous. ' Grief ' is closest.
— Carlo Marx, On The Road