you'll never take me alive

When I firstly met the love of my love, I was full of joy, pure happiness, the whole world was in my hands. I couldn’t even think of losing him. I was dreaming about his hands touching mine, his sweet voice whispering my name softly and gently, about his beautiful eyes looking at me with sparks of laughter in them. But all dreams have theirs end, happy or not. And mine was not so happy.
He was much older than me, I was too young for him. We met in wrong time and wrong place but it definitely was destiny.

I will never regret it. It has brought so much feelings in my life, has changed me, has made me a person I am now.

Мы с тобой так сплелись в клубок из неразрывных нитей, стали слишком близки и зависимы друг от друга. Ты как наркотик, бежащий непрерывно по моим венам и ломающий при нехватки дозы. Меня пугает такая зависимость. Кажется, секунда без тебя и я задыхаюсь.

Снова пытаюсь испортить тебе жизнь своим присутствием, потому что больше без твоего не могу. Чувствую себя ничтожной