Dear me,   I hope you will become a better person in the future. It won’t be an easy way, but you will find the strentgh in yourself, to keep moving on and never give up. There are gonna be another things/humans which/who will try to bring you down, but pls. promise me, you will be strong enough, to stand against all of them. Pls. promise me, that even your faith will be strong enough, not to fall in this hole, in which you felt this time. Be with your family, do your job with motivation, have hobbies, take time for your good friends, travel, be healthy, sportive and just enjoy your life. Pls. do not waste your time. You will never be that young, as you are now. Never again.   Sincerely yours,   you