Yesterday I finally read the book which is being so widely discussed now. "The Fault in Our Stars". John Green. I'm just speechless. I donno, really I've been thinking of it since the moment I've ended the last page till now and yet couldn't explain my feelings. Couple months ago I did knew that this book's so popular now and did knew about the upcoming screen version of it. Honestly I had a tiny inkling that whoa, girl, slow down, m aybe it's a bit late for you to read such books and it's just another mainstream soppy book about deseased teenagers whose love is destined to be torn apart. So stupid of me to think so. I feel guilty for having such thoughts in my mind. I even want to write Jogn Green and share my impressions with him, although I'm pretty sure that he, as if his fictional Peter van Houten won't reply. Anyway the book is a piece of art. Honestly. I've never read such books that contain a mild portion of both humour and sadness in them. It's not just a love story, it's the book that teaches you to live your life at its best, to believe in this Something with capital S, to be useful to the universe, no materr wgo you are. I cried so hard and I would've cried the whole previous night through but really, I was so tired emotionally that I didn't notice how I fell asleep. This book is a real food for thought. I don't want to go deeper in details because I know for sure that there's a ton of reviews of it here. I just want to say that our world is so unfair and I hate it when really noble and decent people are doomed to death. And, yes, finally the movie's still on in our local cinemas, so I'm planning to go and see the screenversion as long as my emotions and impression of the book are so vivid and bright. My post my seem delirious and as my mom has said my speech is quite weird too, but.. nevermind.