Well, where should i start. It's almost 2 am in the morning and i have to go to work really early. Since i am teaching kids some english. Poor kids, it's not their fault that i became their teacher. Shikatanai.
What else. I had like 3 cups of tea already. Haa…trying to distract my own self from things in my head. From these thoughts. From everything. I think i am sinking in my own darkness and emptyness. Did it with my own hands. Turning into…a shadow.
Your eyes, your eyes…could've saved me if u only cared. Just a little bit. I'm very patient. I've been very patient. But there are things i can't stand. Can't stand being taken for granted. Like i'll always be there. No. I'm not permanent.
But most of all…do not lie. Baby, please, no…why did u do that…lies. Why do u hide things…why do u keep me behind the curtain like i don't know what's happening on the main stage. Thought i meant something to you. Making my heart stiff.
Said u don't like being ignored. Pfff….I'm just paying you back with your own coin, baby.