Cloud-castles are eventually disappear, so I'm completely suppressed. You've been sure for all your life that this person is a perfection, you can rely on him whenever and doesn't matter what's happened. You thought that he does everything correct, no mistakes and no unsolvable problems for him. But in some time your childish vision of people passes away, and you just crash into the severe reality of weakness and lack-alls. So now I'm so pissed about this, and now I have to find a new ideal for myself. And it will be so difficult, cause it's not just so easy to understand that this person is no more an unique exemplar.
