"ты сама не понимаешь, как нас расстроила".

О неужели, well you don't understand how sad and upsed and depressed i am every day because i fucking hate this university and this city and this hostel and because I have no idea what I am doing

And i am sorry and god i am so ungrateful

i never wanted to upset parents because they gave me everything and i am doing nothin

god everything is pontless

im a dissapointment

and i want to disappear