It's surprisingly, but it doesn't hurt. I don't feel jealously, really. I feel only that step by step I'm losing you. I lose those guy, who'd been loved by me, by whom I was loved. There won't be any talks during night, any secrets I can tell u only, there won't be any dreams about our meetings or just our future. There won't be explainions off my dreams. There won't be previous you anymore. You've become the type of person, I always try to avoid.