i cant imagine how it would be exactly. would i go alone or with someone alse? i cant answer this question. at least this time. it would be great if i could say: yeah, i want to do it by my own! but i cant saying that. because im afraid of being alone. even if i would be able to make friends in foreign countries where i would be. this kind of trip means that i have to spend all nights alone. i wouldnt feel myself normal. oh no, its not for me. i want to share my trip, my bed, my emotions with someone with whow id fall in love. with you.
remember, we were going to move to India, sell my "жигули" and buy an elephant. his name would be Dorian.