frozen yoghurt

yess i feel it again. it feels good. love feels good

life is fantastic. Got lots of stuff to share with you. And I'm happy that we have plenty of time.

Realised that you've gone with me through all difficulties in my life. Thank you

I love you. Didnt think that i could ever say that again.

What a feeling

feeling happy every day. some days the clouds come but its life

im just here to be happy on my beautiful life

look at me now

somehow i have time just to enjoy talking, music and sun in the morning

sitting in the Manly wharf with my laptop, listening to the guy who usually sings there and loving my life so much. That guy, he sings Jason Mraz, Coldplay and some lovely songs from old movies. So good so good and you forget about everything. Even if I'm tired I'm going to the wharf to listen to him. Gonna marry him for sure, for his nice voice haha

who I am, who I'm not, who I want to be

start thinking abt you again. stop deleting me from ur friends, you will never delete me from ur heart.

looking at life here I keep thinking that at home it was so different. You really cared abt me. Thank you

Everything is gone in a blink of an eye

Craving for more. Not really what you did, for you.
But that's probably what makes you kinda cute too.

Guys only with sex topic in their heads are nothing. It's easy for them to sleep with both best friends in two days. What is more important? Keep two good friends or fuck them. This question never has a perfect answer

Things that made my last week:

1. Kicked out a guy from my apartment. Drop his clothes out and shut the door in front of his face

2. Bought new shoes

3. Drunk 2 bottles of stolichnaya mixed with red wine

4. Thought that i really liked someone but realised he is such an asshole

5. Found a way of peace - just don't care

so much things happened. now I have time to read, write and run.

work is hard. very. but i enjoy it so much! and come home half dead but still :)

winter is coming. rain every day, cold and comfortable for me

exam grades are out! have much better grades to compare with last term, D on accounting! it's unbelievable!! that's what I wanted

gonna do driving classes

love Manly and Sydney too much and, I don't want to go home.

now I'm officially employed in 4.5 star Q Station resort

soo excited! gonna do the acceptance speech after few shots tmr haha

No te amo como si fueras rosa de sal, topacio
o flecha de claveles que propagan el fuego:
te amo como se aman ciertas cosas oscuras,
secretamente, entre la sombra y el alma.

Te amo como la planta que no florece y lleva
dentro de sí, escondida, la luz de aquellas flores,
y gracias a tu amor vive oscuro en mi cuerpo
el apretado aroma que ascendió de la tierra.

Te amo sin saber cómo, ni cuándo, ni de dónde,
te amo directamente sin problemas ni orgullo:
así te amo porque no sé amar de otra manera,

sino así de este modo en que no soy ni eres,
tan cerca que tu mano sobre mi pecho es mía,
tan cerca que se cierran tus ojos con mi sueño.

blah blah blah too much talking, baby

я не могу поверить, что через какие-то две недели моя жизнь полностью поменяется

Last week got phone interview with Harbour Marriott on Circular Quay. Hmm they already called my Referees. It's good. Now PC calls me "Hello Marriott Hello" haha

They called me today again. But I had my fuckin' presentation! They promised to call again but not.. I was waiting all day. No. shit I didn't go to the bathroom without my phone!?! But no calls today

Cross fingers and wish me luck :)

I'm really afraid. I'm afraid to hurt you so much cuz I already did it to another person. I feel like I smashed right now. Your words are killing me. I really don't want to step on the same shit again. That's why I'm afraid. You understand what I'm talking about and may be it matters.

Well yeah, It is not a fairy tale any more.