KILL YOUR PRAYS FOR LOVE AND PEACE

I love myself very much. Thats why i don't care what others think about me. Really. If you are not my mom or dad, i'm not interested about what you think.

I don't know Alice G. personaly, but i'd like to say her "thank you, you have just risen my self-confidence".

If you want to make a new year present for me, print Gallagher brothers on a tee shirt. and i'll probably marry you!!

THIS WOULD BE THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER!!!

https://www.ebay.com/itm/Oasis-Liam-Noel-Gallagher-Britpop-Rock-size-XL-/250952805538?pt=Vintage_Unisex_T_Shirts&hash=item3a6df3eca2

I DON'T HAVE WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW I WANT IT

WHERE IS SNOW?? I ASK YOU, WHERE THE FUCKING SNOW IS?? It's 16th of DECEMBER. i don't like it at all…

This day is pretty interesting. IT test was easy, i passed it. Ah, we had very interesting topic on english lesson today: "why do we need to study?" Evwerybody answered something like: "we do it because we want to have good future and work…". My opinion: this all is the big brother. He controll us since childhood and makes us think that we need all this shit(school, work… ;). I mean, we think only the way someone makes us to do it. If they say: 2+2=4, we will be sure that 2+2=4. Why?? Because they say it is right. They created their logic. We all are under them! They say what is good and what is bad. They create laws… But we have no choice.

I hate people in general. Because all the people are the same. Really, we think in a similar way. I wanna be myself. Everybody wants to. But we all are the same. We cant do anything with it.

So, my choice is sex, drugs and music. I think only theese three things bring me satisfaction.

realise many things

making monsters inside

taking them for a ride

doctor called it "disease"

should i ask for a peace?

should i beg for a break?

should i care or miss?

is this all just a fake?

pride is gone

i'm a mess

than more i moan

then less they care

wanna say some words about today. the day is pretty shit/ woke up too late, missed first lesson. then there were some problems at school.. then ef.. i can' fucking explane how i'm tired. of theese people, my classmates. some of them just make me realy angry. i won't call their names. some of them are really nice people, like Lisa, Ira, Masha, Nikita, Dasha. i know theese people pretty well, they are really nice. ha-ha, why i mentioned Dasha? yes, yesterday she sent me sms and said sorry. i know her very well, so i decided to forgive her. sometimes she is a bit strange, but inside she is kind and friendly, i know, you dont belive this :)

about a song. i dont wanna do it myself. without any help. nobody exept me is interested in it( (but for me it's very important. i really love music. i love singing and playing guitar. i love playing in public. i started writing music and i have a dream - being a frontman of my own band, play in festivals and stadiums, bring people something, what could help them to understand many things. that's my dream.

if you want to know more about my projects, let me know.

so, now i will do my homework and go to bed

love you, guys, cheers

Hey, guys. I absolutely dunno what to write, how to begin. Why i write in English? I wanna practice it. Why i deleted my Vkontakte account? Well, i HATE this shit. Just hate. People spend too much time there. Chatting, watching several "FUNNY-TRENDY-TOP" shit like "+100500" or fucking "advices". I FUCKING HATE ALL THIS SHIT. Oh, there is one more reason why i hate vkontakte. When you chat with somebody you can write there WHATEVER you want and think, but you can't do that face to face. I had this situation a month ago. I chatted with a guy regulary(it was when i was in Germany..), but when we met we didn't speak at all. Just hello/good bye. That was really awkward. So, that's why i'm not vkontakte-addicted anymore.

So, that's the beginning

cheers