Most of the time…most days, I feel…nothing. I don’t feel anything. It is so boring. I wake up and I think, “Again? Really? I have to do this again?” And what I really don’t understand is, how come everybody else isn’t screaming with boredom too? Trying to find ways of making myself feel something. More and more and more, but…it doesn’t make any difference. No matter what I do, I don’t feel anything.