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i've been having overwhelming
thoughts of sadness and self-harming,
my depression's unimpressive,
stems from stress
or so they tell me,
heart's on fire,
uninspired,
yes, i'm preaching to the choir.
pessimistic, narcissistic,
introspective, hate required.
my obsession with contrition
leaves me weak and feeling tired,
my subconscious
has no conscious,
stay asleep,
it's how i'm wired.
single serving,
i'm so sorry,
showing signs of drunk behavior.

I'M SO FUCKED UP, GOD.
I'M FEELING FINE.

i am on my way.
let go.