You were the one supposed to save me. How come it's you who hurt me most of them all. You were supposed to be that one person who I could trust. Turned out I'm all on my own. Well it's way too hard to live like that right now. I can't just hold on and stay strong.no no no I cannot overcome even the smallest difficulties, I try to avoid them all the time, try to turn away. I cannot face people, that's too hard. I cannot pretend like others do