I'm trying escape myself right now. It so fucking hurts. You do not understand me. Nobody understands me. W H Y?
Sometimes I think that killing myself is the best way to get out of here. I just can't. Am I losing this fight? Of course I am.
My heart begins to break. The most disgusting thing in me is my weakness. What can I do with this shit? NOTHING!
I want to run away with you anytime I want.