i believe that my future will be successfull. i will do everything to make it true. now i feel myself a little bit terrified by the circumstances that flood me up. i don't have a host family yet. i didn't deal with the dean of the university about my future studying so there is nothing to be happy about but i really really believe that it's worth it and all the problems that i have now will dissapear soon and after will be only a fog which will remind me how i reached everything that i have.