I have a depression. I am afraid of that I will remain one for the rest of the natural. All say to me that I not womanly, my tattoos spoil me, that it is dirt. I won't be able to put on an open dress because tattoos aren't combined with it in summer evening. Guys love gentle, lovely and womanly girls. But in any way gym shoes and jeans. Though I put on dresses… Because of mine not feminity, most likely I will remain one. After all I have no relations of 4 years, for all the time there was one person who loved me, on the present what I am. On the present. But now it with another. Forgive, my English isn't so good, in German I write much better)