You know, there are moments in life when you feel loneliness? I feel that all the time.
There is literally no person who I can talk with. That makes you think that something is wrong with you. I don't know, perhaps. And you know, in the movie things are getting better in moments like this. Something extremely extraodinary happens and your life changes. But Americans don't direct my miserable life, you know. That makes it even more squalid. The worst part of it that I'm still waiting things to change, but they don't. I know I should do it myself, I just don't know how. And it all goes to one thing: I don't know what for I'm living after all!