Yep, many bad times to come in my notes. Well, it didn't take all of it. There were good times. Like this for example. It's not my memory, it's Helen's. But it's clearly one of her happiest. Ash was about 4 I guess. Henry was about 10-11, happy family. Kids playing outside with their father. He is their father and she's very grateful for having such family. And she's very happy about other thing too. I won't tell how it ended, not now. It will ruin happy moment. But for now… She was happy because she was going to have another daughter. Their daughter. She was very happy at that moment and somehow quite sure that everything will be alright. She was just happy to have this family and not being bothered by her work. So simple happy moment and so short, still it's an endless moment that warms her heart.