we know exactly that films are not good advicors in any cases. but sometimes we can pick up something just useful for us. the main hero in one film said " Sometimes we try on old clothes supposing that now they' re the best ones for us. but they really aren't." in connection with the line in film, this was said about people's relationships. And now I can compare these ones with my own.

what can I do, when nowadays relationships have been broken into pieces. I did it, he helped me greatly. we are connected by nothing now. rare meetings, foolish words, constant quarrels. what should we do ? what ?

My ex boy friend is not the way out, according to the saying above, so what's the point ?

to stay with the person I love & then crash with him & feel great pain.. or just leave him now. .? without any words or questions ?

God. .I don't know.

it hurts much.