[17/03/2011 23:14:53] Anja: How are you?
[17/03/2011 23:29:27] Rina: idk was kinda depressed, worrying too much about myself that i am lazy and smoking green all the time (and i admit that i like it) not studying for exams, and choosing university is a pain especially with my parents that keep on pushing me. i am absolutely lost in life, i dont knoe how to do better how to succeed, i think that i am good enough and strong enough to do it and i have some courage but it is not true i always complain and i realised that i am not interested in anything than i dont know what i want to do in life how to live. everything is just crashing on my shoulders and there is no one to help me. i know everything may be complitely the opposite then the problem really is in me but i dont know how to solve it then. I am trying to change the way i look at things, chill and stop thiking too bad about myself and search for the good if shit happens. but i cant i cant just controll myself, everytime i end up in the same situation like this - depressed, alone with myself, trying to understand what is wrong in me or my life and still havent arrived to any decision…….
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Перечитала свой ответ на вопрос длиною как экзаменационное сочинение по English B SL Paper 1 Text D written response. IB учит студентов правильно отвечать на поставленный вопрос xD
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PS: а если серьёзно, то я по уши в дерьме и не знаю как вылезти(