Les Fleurs du mal

Наверное, пришло время прояснить, кто я такая. Я - кое-кто в поисках любви, настоящей любви: смешной, тревожной, сводящей с ума, типо один не может жить без другого. И я не думаю, что эта любовь существует

— Просто люби, не дари мне подарки, не цветы, не шоколад. Просто будь рядом. Хорошо?
- А ты просто трахайся со мной. Мне необязательно готовить борщи, печь пироги, гладить мои носки, я могу поесть в макдаке, постирать всё в химчистке, просто трахайся. Хорошо?

Имею ли я право убить ребенка, который качается на качелях?
При условии, что качели скрипят на весь двор, ребенку 25 лет и качается он уже второй час.
Состояние аффекта гарантирую

Его нет.
Нигде нет.

В шкафу, в тумбочках.
В ящичках, шкатулках, коробках из-под духов.
В коробках из-под обуви, на книжной полке.

И в холодильнике его нет.
И в стиральной машине.
И под кроватью.

Искать бесполезно.
Но я ищу.

В корзине для белья, в корзине для бумаг.
В корзине для мусора.

Черт.
Да где же оно?

Где оно, мое самолюбие

В жизни слишком мало жизни. Мы так живем – без эмоций. Без драйва, можно сказать. Такое время. Современный человек перегружен информацией, она его давит. И поэтому мы почти не способны переживать счастье. Страх – да, боль – да, горе - да. А на счастье… На счастье у нас легкости не хватает. Тяжелыми мы стали…

я позвонила ему и сказала:
- я не вижу цели своего существования.
он наверняка тут же сел. на пол, или на стул. может, на диван. я уверена в этом.
- эмм..чего ты такое говоришь?
я положила трубку.
через пять минут он перезвонил и сказал:
- я тебя люблю.
и положил трубку.
я села на пол, или на стул. может, на диван.
и разревелась

порцию текилы..нет, бутылку балтики, а вы не устали еще от романтики?
ну переживать, или жить как в праздники.да сколько можно уже это романтики?

Look at the red red changes in the sky
Look at the separation in the border line
But don't look at everything here inside
And be afraid, afraid to speak your mind

It took a moment before I lost myself in here
It took a moment and I could not be found?
Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything
It took a moment the moment it could not be found?

What's with the fascination with the Echelon
What's with the constant questions that you have this time
What's with this circumstancial consequence
Find oversight before this night will ever rise again
It's all you've got inside your head, better get up and leave instead

It took a moment before I lost myself in here
It took a moment and I could not be found?
Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything
It took a moment the moment it could not be found?

To find ourselves lost here within we need reasons why
So we take this bridge with the others that will thrive in the great divide

Look at the red red changes in the sky

Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything
Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything

It took a moment before I lost myself in here
It took a moment and I could not be found?
Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything
It took a moment the moment it could not be found?

So I run, hide and tear myself up
Start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity

I will disappear
I told you once and I'll say it again
I want my message read clear
I'll show you the way, the way I'm going

So I run, and hide and tear myself up
Start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity
I was almost there
Just a moment away from becoming unclear
Ever get the feeling you're gone
I'll show you the way, the way I'm going
So I run, and hide and tear myself up
I'll start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity

So I run, start again
With a brand new name
With a brand new name

So I run and hide and tear myself up (so I run)
I'll start again with a brand new name (start again)
And eyes that see into infinity (with a brand new name)

I will disappear

Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
Would happen in a thought from now

Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out

To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's the last so say good-bye

The secret is out
The secret is out
The secret is out
The secret is out
Goodbye, goodbye

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different
(Different)
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
that has too much to say
Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me lie

Beautiful
Ohhhhh ohhhh ahhh

Everyone's lookin' at me
I'm running around in circles.. [vagueness]
Acquired desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

A warning to the people
The good and the evil
This is war
To the soldier, the civilian
The martyr, the victim
This is war

It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

A warning to the prophet
to the liar, to the honest
This is war
to the leader, to the prior, the victim, the Messiah
This Is War

It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first
It's a brave new world

I do believe in the light
Raise your hands into the sky
The fight is done
The war is won
Lift your hands toward the sun
Toward the sun, toward the sun
The war is won

This is war
It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight)

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world
It's a brave new world
It's a brave new world

A brave new world
Life is war
The war is won
A brave new world

I believe in nothing not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing not the day or not the dark
I believe in nothing not but the beating of our hearts
I believe in nothing not 100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing not in sin and not in God
I believe in nothing not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing not but the truth in who we are

What If I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do, do, do

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do do do

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Finally found a chance
I know now this is who I really am

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break.

With the lights out it's a little less dangerous
Even with a stranger never gets painless
Don't be afraid (afraid, afraid)

Every time I think I'm gonna change it (think I'm gonna change it, think I'm gonna change it)
It's driving me (driving me) insane (insane)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It's the fantasy

Maybe tonight we can forget about it all
It could be just like heaven
I am a machine
No longer living, just a shell of what I dreamed
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It's the fantasy

Say it, say it, say what you believe
Say it, say it, to me

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
Automatic, I imagine, I believe

Do you live
Do you die
Do you bleed
For the fantasy

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed

I’ve been thinking of everything I used to want to be
I’ve been thinking of everything of me of you and me

This is the story of my life
And these are the lies I have created
This is the story of my life
And these are the lies I have created

I’m in the middle of nothing and it’s where I want to be
Why at the bottom of everything
I finally start to believe

This is the story of my life
And these are the lies I have created
This is the story of my life
And these are the lies I have created

And I swear to God I’ll found myself in the end
And I swear to God I’ll found myself in the end
In the end
And I swear to God I’ll found myself in the end
In the end
In the end
In the end
In the end

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created