That's curious, I'm acting as a fool. I truly believe that everything will be ok, but deep inside I know - it won't. I guess, I know you better than you know yourself. You either won't come back from your business trip, or you'll get bored with all this. I know this type of people, they hesitate, they're not sure and then they just stand you up, when you rhought that everything 's going just fine.

I won't just stand and watch, I'll take part in all this.