I have so many thoughts in my head, but I’m so bad at writing them down.
Anyway, today I started to feel so.. empty again. It’s a brief moment that catches me from time to time. It’s like I see no sense in this world, everything looks so foreign to me. I don’t have anything that gets me down (maybe only my parents) but also nothing that keeps me going. I’m not unhappy, neither happy, and that’s much worse. I’m nowhere. Lost, without direction.
I don’t want to have this thoughts anymore, I try to keep my heart strong but the idea that I’m wasting my life haunts me like a ghost, and I can’t shake it of. (X)