The time when the worm will turn. During the month, you do not find a place for himself - the old complexes suddenly rustled in you with renewed vigor. So never had before. Every day you consider my reflection in the mirror, hoping to be comforted, but instead with a sense of disappointment get into dimensionless t-shirt to feel more comfortable. In your head thinking of only one thing - to lose weight. You stop to dress up, ashamed of his body. Instead, choose one single dress that currently seem more or less attractive. It is indeed beneficial for you to sit. Mother asks questions about why you go to the same, if in the locker room has a decent amount of wonderful belongings. You remain silent. Surrounding people are convinced that your body is beautiful, but every time you unsuccessfully try to see what they see. Drowning. Drowning in the muck, and he can not save anything. You can not remember the last time I walked down the street without feeling the stress and excitement. Output in crowded places - a lot of stress. You do not relax.
There comes a day when you decide to act. Do not see the purpose, there is no idea of the final result - will be worse or better. Now it does not matter. You decided to stop eating. And may you still feel an inner rejection of this idea, but a start. And you dovedesh it through. What will it be - time will tell.