You've never been here for me when I needed you, so what the fuck are you making plans now? I don't wanna, don't wanna hurt you, but it seems I have to. It's kinda strange thinking I'll swallow all your fucking treatment. It's kinda stupid thinking I won't leave.

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Drowning by numbers in someone is a bad thing. Getting lost in a forest of sadness is an annoying thing. Happiness like s bullet in a back is a weird thing.