“There are 82 letters in here and they’re all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so bad. And I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn’t matter now after what I did but I just thought that you should know… this is how I spent my summer Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it.”