My dear grandfather and best friend of my grandfa. I miss both of you. All day. Every day. During this time I understood that saing goodbye is not the hard part. The hard part is that the memories just don't erase themselves. And you can't even imagine how pathetic it makes me feel because i don't even know if you miss me back. I love you. I love both of you very strongly. I hope you are proud of me. I hope it isn't a shame with me. Maybe it's silly, but I believe that one day I will see you. I believe. I love you. And yes, I can't stop missing you. xx