you changed…
i want my allen back, please give me my allen back, Dear God, please give me my allen back, i want my old allen, please, please, please, please give me my allen back, please God, please… Dear God thats all i want.. just bring it back to life.. everything seems so fake, oh why he went there, why did he change, i feel like its not me anymore, i feel like its someone else in this life now, i feel like im losing him, it seemsso fake…
God tell me what i do wrong? why is he always mad at me, or pissed at me, or annoyed?God what is wrong with my baby? God please can You do something about it? God i really need him in my life, but he changed so much, i dont know what to do…

i feel like its all my fault and it doesnt make it any easier. d.r changed him. i hope not forever. God, please change him back, help him to understand me.

thank You, kate