i actually got used to write my thought in this blog and not talk to you 24/7; i used to tell you everything, it was hard but i did it; it doesnt hurt when i think of you having fun somewhere else, ignoring me and not talking to me tonight anymore; i got used to it; you made me stronger; all i have - your pictures, messages history, dreams about future and alot of memories. 11 months full of memories. thank you allen javier noboa, you made me grow up. and i still love you, always&forever.