It's so hard to live nowadays.. there are so much temptations to do nothing; Everytime you want to do something useful or important for your future or smth else, you just do nothing because of laziness, and it's my problem! Some time ago, I knew that my child-dream will come true in a few months, I'll go to the other country for 5 months, but than, Iknew that I'd have a chance to stay there for the rest of my life..I dreamed about it for a long years..and now i only have to study the language, and to enter the university.. I think I'll do it, I want it more, then everything in my life, but i'm too lazy to do it..and I want to prove myself that I can, I will reach everything in my life!