What is purpose of your life?
Purpose of my life is to be wit Romeo. He is the main thing in my life. But my parents don’t think so, they don’t want me to be with Romeo just because of my family and his family have I little war. But I and Romeo don’t care about it, we just want to be together. I love Romeo more than my life, I want to be with him and for that I did crazy thing. But my parent found for me better husband, he is Paris.
So your parents found you a husband. It was Paris. Do you love him?
No, I don’t. In my life I love just Romeo. He was the purpose of my life, I couldn’t live without him. I had a plan to not be married Paris. I asked Friar Lawrence to help me. We agreed on a plan that I will consent to marrying Paris, but on the night before my marriage, he will give me a potion that will make me sleep and appear dead, for a while. My parents will think that I dead, then Romeo will come to get me, but if he will be late a can wake up in coffin which is in the ground.
What were you thoughts before you took poison?
I had many questions which were disturbing me.
What if this mixture does not work at all?
Shall I be married then to-morrow morning? (Quote, Romeo and Juliet Act 4, Sc. 3 ll.20 – 57 )
Emotions overflowed me! Also it’s a physical challenge, what if the potion is real poison? If it is and I drink it I can die and my dream to be with Romeo cannot be realized! My hands is shaking, I can think properly, emotion overflow me and make me a bit crazy. My brain told me: do not do that, you can die and my heart told me :Do it, because it can be just one way to be with Romeo. It was really difficult for me, I didn’t know what to do, but finally I made decision to take a poison, because Romeo was more important for me than my life, and when nurse left my room took a poison.
Why did you kill yourself?
When poison stopped working I woke up and I saw that Romeo dead. For fisrt time I just did feel anything, I had no emotion but when I started understand that Romeo dead I did want to live anymore, because I’ve lost purpose in my life- to be with Romeo. I wasn’t afraid to kill myself; it was one way to be with Romeo. I took dagger from his hands and stuck it in my heart.
Do you think you are seeking to persuade others to do something?
I’m trying to persuade others to respect feeling and appreciate love. Feelings are the main thing which making our life more colourful. The best feeling is love. For this feeling you should pass through the difficult time. I don’t think I motivated someone I just gave an advice that you can achieve your best dreams.