i can't help thinking of you. i gave up. i don't believe that someday you'll come to me as somebody but a friend or an acquiantance. you're by her side for ever. now you know you can not leave her alone, you know she won't ever fall for someone else. if you leave her, you'll ruin her whole life, which is not full of joy as we all see.

and i love you too. i can't find another word.

i hate to be annoying, but i can't help myself. no longer. i made you confess in a way. now i don't believe a word. you don't love me and you never will. why.

i'm so fucking sure that even if we were alone at that gig you wouldn't say or do anything. you wouldn't take a chance. oh, you have understood everything long ago, haven't you? who wouldn't notice?

it's got painful to think you're somewhere around. i almost broke my neck trying to find you in the crowd behind me.

i wish i never knew you.