Shut up and be quiet! You don't want to break everything you've built, don't you? Just shut up and endure. It'll be better for everyone. You don't wanna hurt her. I perfectly know.
It seems that the problem is just in you. You believe that smth has changed. It's your choice. To me she hadn't even noticed you were strange… She thinks it's still OK. Maybe it is? Perhaps it's just panic… But what if it's the beginning of the end …?