It is your choice

sto let v obed tut ne pisala
a eto mozhet oznachat lish horoshee
chto moya zhizn seychas kipit, gorit i burlit
ele ele urivayu vremya dlya sna
starayus vzyat ot nastoyashego vse chto mogu no inogda moi moralnie principi i predjudice stanovyatsya prepyatstviem

mi prodlili
ya ostayus v Shenyane eshe na 2 nedeli a hotelos bi hot navsegda!
ne hochu dumat o tom chto budet da i ne nuzhno eto
enjoy the life now!!!nekotorie vozmozhnosti predostavleni nam vsego lish raz v zhizni<a zhizn odna i tolko mi ee stroim

ya ochen boyus opyat etoi vsepogloshayushei toski vnutri <kotoraya bukvalno szhiraet
ya ne hochu opyat rasstavatsya (
dva za odno leto..
pochemu tak vsegda..

ya ne mogu zabit tebya chert poberi
odnaka uzhe ponimayu chto nichego uzhe ne sdelesh i ostayetsya lish gorkoe sozhalenie
a ya ochen ochen hochu chtoby eta istoria never end!

chto ti seychas delaesh?chto u tebya na dushe?vse li u tebya v poryadke?chto tebya trevozhit?
ya hochu znaty znaty eto (

i miss u soo much ((

ya inogda teryaus
putayus ochen!takaya putanica i nerasberiha v mislyah sluchilas sdes

v shenyane dozhdi, takie teplie letnie osvezhayushie
ya ponemnogu privikayu k klimatu uzhe ne tak zharko kazhetsya i dushno
vchera na taike byli kak obychno
now ya ponyala naskolko mne vse eto blizko i navernoe cherez god, kogda mne sleduet vibrat univer i napravlenie moey budushei zhizni ya ne progadayu
za eti 6 ili 7 dney ya nastolko privikla k etim lyudam, ulicam, ukladu zhizni<da ko vsemu voobshe

ya ochen cenyu monogamnost v otnosheniyah i chuvstvah
prosto est takie ustanovki kak vernost i vera do konca, lyubov, samootdacha ot obeih storon, a takzhe postoyanstvo, i nikak ne pustie slova na veter o lyubvi
takovi moi morali i seychas pechalno osoznovat chto eto vse postepenno obescenivaetsya

I just want to tell you about all that i hide.

pishu translitom tk netu drugoi vozmozhnosti
prihoditsya tak

Vsegda govori vse chto chuvstvuesh i delai vse chto dumaesh!

Zapomni tvoya zhizn v tvoih rukah
Ti sam sebe tvorec svoey zhizni

Inogda byvayut pristupi forever alone
a voobshem mne horosho zdes
i ya ne hochu dazhe dumaty o tom chto mne nuzhno budet vernutsya

teper ya ponimayu naskolko mne vse eto po dushe
china china i luv u!

I ya neznayu kak s etim spravlyatsya. .
kak tebya zabyt?

Prosto neobhodimo navernoe bylo sozdaty zdes blog
t.k. twitter, blogspot i prochee v shenyane zablokirovany
a inogda svoim mislyam nuzhno davaty vihod, chto i budet hranitsya zdes.

I realy want weekends!!it will be party party party!
And i hope i`ll see u guy

everything is gonna be alright

Shenyang here we are!