ALONE HEART

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I know U think that.. Why?
Ok, i will tell U.
I collected them all together in front of me
not because they are interesting to me,
or I'm afraid of them. . no..Ofcourse no..
I collected them in front of me because
I do not want them to speak behind my back,
and not get sin from me. (meri wajah se)
because when they talk behind my back, then
because of their sin, I'm becoming clean more again..
and in the end the road to paradise will show itself for me..
I'm afraid only from it.
Becouse,
I want to live in your hell, and beside you MY DEAREST..
May be already i c't be Ur..
But…
D't be sad.
Im with U..

I read you all, I have studied and understood
I'd better write and not read.
Now you will read.
I'll stop.
I'll just write about this and that.

I'll leave you all my memories
All your kisses, all the heat your arms, warm of hugs
I'll leave you.
want to be with me
you'll find me
You want - you will find the time, do not want to - find the cause…
you decide.
im always beside.
just try notice

Do not worry, im alone. I do not try to keep myself with people
Becouse,
I had forgotten to smile from the heart
Now my smile cold and intermittent
Sometimes I pretend that I smile
I already look at the world from my rainy window
I do not go out on the people
becouse,
I do not want to spoil the aura of other
I do not want to share pain and sadness
I am afraid that my rain decipher all my secrets -
I did not forget to smile
just do you like when I'm hurting and crying. .
How can I contradict you?

Said - a woman makes it more attractive beautiful hair and deep eyes.
My eyes have lost their luster from non ceases to tears.
My hair is falling like my tears - without stopping.
Everytime my hair was long, peoples were all amazed.
even i was tired when i brushing my hair
Over time, I did short them.
But I loved them
Now they leave me they are tired of me. .
And always asked me with questions:
- Why do you allow us to fall?
I do not know how to explain to them that this is not in my power
Directly into my ear, they are all the time asked and asked.
And I am tired of them also, now go and will shorten them.
That not to have reached the my ear. .
You remember, I always asked from you,
is your hair send me,
I will keep them as a precious gift I have always - i told.
Now I will short my hair
Tell me, want to i can give to you them
I think, their questions you will answer better, than I.