Pretty Girls Make Graves

Togawa: There is a feeling I’ve had ever since childhood: that there exist many different “worlds” and I was born in the wrong one, a world I don’t quite fit into. I’ve felt this strong feeling of wrongness all through my life. There is no space for me in this world. Every time I believe I’ve finally found my place, someone comes to me and says “Go away! You’re not supposed to be here.” I mean, I have always had this kind of feeling. I had a lot of trouble communicating with other children. The discipline was extremely strict in my family. I was not allowed go out freely with friends. So, I tried not to make friends. If I did, because I couldn’t play with them outside like a normal child they would hate me. This made me turn away from the ordinary life of a child even more.

Она плавает в формалине
Несовершенство линий
Движется постепенно
У меня её лицо её имя
Свитер такой же синий
Никто не заметил подмены

Lili, take another walk out of your fake world
Please put all the drugs out of your hand
You'll see that you can breathe with no back up
So much stuff you've got to understand

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