DAMON: Jessica I have a secret. I have a big one, but I never said it out loud. I mean, what’s the point? It’s not going to change anything, it’s not going to make me good. I can’t be what other people want me to be; what she wants me to be. This is who I am.
JESSICA: Are you going to hurt me?
DAMON: I’m not sure… because you are my existential crisis. Do I kill you? Do I not kill you?
JESSICA: Please don’t.
DAMON: But I have to Jessica, because I’m not human and I miss it. I miss it more than anything in the world… that is my secret. But there’s only so much hurt a man can take.