don't you know my equanimity actually always turns into something like indifference. and even if i always be there for you and with you it'll be no longer to put on your carelessness, boy. i tried to shut me up but i gave in. you know that the best thing to do is fall down than keep your balance. and keep and keep and keep. but it annoying to you equally. so i fucked. so i fucked somebody else but i will always repeat your name.